She in turn broke
What was sacred
Month: July 2025
Broken Fret
It killed her to learn that he’d
Initiated someone else before
On her back’s sweat and tears
Using her beloved piano bench
Later with misery’s regret cast
Out onto the county trash pile
“You’re not afraid of me, are you?”
Why do you wish to awaken
The Divine Primal Feminine
When even I don’t know
What she is capable of?
Will you turn and run
When she tries to eat?
Will you condemn and scorn
When she bathes your feet?
Or will you meet tenderness
With Grace’s endless caresses
And violence with equal or
Greater Strength’s pleasure
While sharimg every measure
Through good’s foul weather?
Ways They Corrupt Us
By drugs and incest
Putrescent disgust
Nothing left until
Good restores us
What’s Remembered
“I will have to think about that.”
Compression
Flexing &
Expanfing
Time Traveling
Understanding
And Growing
Calliope
“Are you sure you want this?” She asked,
Excited, shy, and nervous in youthfulness
Then her visage resolved into stoicism
Born of too many lifetimes’ endurance
“For in this life, I am aged so much older.
Is it right for me to want and desire you?”
Soul Bonding
Two souls searching
For complimentary
Did we have to
Go through hell
So we would appreciate
Having found each other?
Or did we both just
Get sucked into it
Finding ourselves
Spat out other side
Bleeding as wounded
Yet mirroring cause?
How could we
Have known if
We had not
Traveled and
Shared
Stories?
For it would’ve
Been difficult
To identify
Otherwise
The Message
“I Won’t Let You Down.”
(Received and Given, in return.)
“Occ-Lusion”
“Emergence”
“Come Home”
Riding Fire Mares: Krull (1983)
(What do they eat that makes them so fast?)
Retrieving The Glave: Krull (1983)
(But how’d he get back down?)
Eye Fuzz
“Rubbing the fabric carrier over my glass lenses to see if it would clean the smudges resulted in giving the inner surfaces a charge that felt like fuzz going into my eyes when I initially then after wore them!”
(And, no – the result just further smeared.)
(Is This Love – Whitesnake)
Dystopia
“My facial shadow profile is changing, as if I am somehow becoming cherubic – and I don’t know what to think or feel about this, except to observe it with bewilderment.”
Beep-Boop (99 – Toto)
Bubbles
Like when in a decadence bath
Where body swaths in opulence
I must find ways to submerse
Senses with reflections of self
(The Love You Want – Sleep Token)
Toxic Love
We yearn for acknowledgement of
Our efforts and unending devotion
While used and told repeatedly “No”
Until we finally accept and move on
Yet when we turn to new love’s hope
They arise from past to reengage us
Calling upon our prior promises to stay
As if we still owe them after “killed” us
(Voices In The Storm · Didacte & Holloway)
“Screeee!”
Wisterian moon play…zoom.
“My, My – Those Eyes”
Sleep Token reference
“The Night’s Tendrils”
Wisteria – see the star?
Earth’s Heartbeat
From The Heart
Kitbull (Content Warning)
Movie Pick: Conan The Barbarian, 1982
The 80’s had the best kind of cheeeese.
Disclaimer
“Since WordPress updated its software package a while ago, when I search to see if I’m repeating, some things farther back are not accessed – so forawrd we go and repetition may be a factor!”
Boundaries?…Limitations?
“I Scoff At Thee!”
(Still can’t get to bed until waaaay past midnight)
Love This: Priorities
Missed Signals
She had requestrd to not use vinegar
Because her sinuses reacted, swelling
Counter arguments kept coming to where
When she got home, it was in two rooms
Feeling her chest clench and a migraine,
She cried out, “I asked you not to use it!”
To defensive replies of the other saying
They could barely smell it, devalidating
Whereupon her exhaustion tipped off into
Hysterical internal reaction to gaslighting
And she fled the scene to avoid
Shiftng into meltdown conflict.
Odds
She worried there were others
That matched up with the code.
Sales Pitching
Marriage Dynamics
(The Cave – Forester)
Impressions
You have my attention now
Even though I downplay it
You are in my bloodstrean
In backgrounds of dreams
You have pierced the barrier
I wonder what you’ll do next
The world awaits breathless
Misunderstanding intentions
Transference
“I don’t understand how people can play lightly with this process – let alone think that it is ok to do so.”
Off-Script
You show up
Offering hope
Go beyond your best
To overcome valiantly
Then get blamed for any
Communicating honestly
As if your efforts are reason
Why the relationship failed
The Third Wall
“Is cracking everywhere.”
We Know
“I don’t have to say it.”
The Flood
Having water-logged into
Near-drowning swimming
Swept up by sensations
Only diverted by equal or
Greater intensity experiences
Transforming energy capably
(Say That You Will – Sleep Token)
Pair-Bonding
“Takes on new dimensions.”
Dear Friend,
I would like to go
Toe to toe with you
Word for word and
Action for action
Over your life’s betrayals
And maybe mine, as well
Should we yell and rail
At each other, together?
Blaming the other one
For their sex’s crimes?
And then once expended
And the hits atoned taken
Fall into each other’s arms
Sobbing, divinely entwined?
Cautionary
In the end, all of his talk
Of logic meant nothing!
And she learned that
Deep down she could
Likely never trust again
As evidenced repeatedly
From those days forward
When it came to promises
Made by men who claimed
To value connection with her
Master & Servant
He had this belief that
Emotions were bad
And so avoided until
Actions capitalized
