I see you ever-awakening
When falling back get up
I see you ever-evolving
Finding after losing self
Over and over I witness
Refashioning reclaiming
My past loves’ glimpses
Always fell asleep again
Resenting as resisting my
Pleading then demanding
For their remembering
To my detriment’s ends
It feels like succumbing to
Getting pulled into Maw’s
Relentless tractor beams’
Only recourse after death
Losing who I was before
And always wanted to be
Will you remember me if
We get swallowed whole?
Would you reach for me
However far I would go?
Dive in after me so deep
We’d reemerge elsewhere
Maybe not as who we were
But able to become more?
Would you remember
So that I could forget
As share eased vigilance’s
Soothing by salted sweat?
I need to give up this fight
Yet afraid I’ll lose identity
Negative reinforcements
Need program rootkitting
Inability to trust the process
Creates a faze-like madness
Would you be the one
I could ever rely upon
Just as I would provide for
Your needs in any weather?
Could we own and redefine
What it means to be together?
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