Month: September 2025
Warrior Class
“When leaders becomes injured, they must let others help carry the load.”
The Shift
“Changing methods of leading, reinovating”
Fear
“Remember that fear is something we might feel – before we break through.”
—
(A valued peer’s encouragement)
(All Out Of Love – Air Supply)
Qualified
“Resource specialist kicking the can down new roads of unknown possibility…it’s looking like there’s nothing ahead, but there must be.”
“One”
(Heaven Is A Spectrum – Leo Faulkner)
“Spirit Within”
“In Mourning”
“Something In The Air”
I Took Good Care Of Myself
“Youthful promise nicked at and blasted away is not even something original for me to say.”
(Band On The Run – Paul McCartney & Wings)
Going
“Mad.”
(Emergence – Dawn Avery, Ash Dargan & Ron Warren)
(I Got Plenty O’ Nuttin’- Vienna Symphonic Rock Orchestra)
Gratitude
“Gratitude…”
It Felt Good
“Feeling self empowerment return on some levels and being able to contribute.
Having these taken away again is bewildering and feels terrible.”
(Chokehold – Sleep Token)
Accident Remnants
“‘You’ve got me in a chokehold…
So ‘even if I can’t sleep, show me the way.'”
—
(Sleep Token song reference)
I Thought I Could
“I planned to keep being there for a few, but symptoms worsen still – so even these, I had to postpone.”
Self Review
“When the chips are down, desperation makes it harder to see clear paths of morality.
Therefore, instead of relaxing to defrag reset, I increase my own pressure against resistance to keep visualizing and tracking.”
What Is Right
“I keep trying to do this, regardless of personal losses.”
(Wanna Be Somewhere With You – Rules)
“Elements”
Dear Alex,
“I did it…
I brought us all full circle.
The kids are grown, successfully.
I provided for them and our animals.
People helped along the way, but I held the line – I held onto the vision and the memory.
Forgive me when I collapse, exhausted and empty.”
(Here Is The House – Depeche Mode)
Here In This House
A near replica of the one where
We were crowded by addiction
But now there’s yard space flex
And neighbors’ sane community
Dear Friend,
“Give them what they came for.
I believe in you.”
Dear Alex,
“I wish you were here with me, and that I could be there with you.”
Sleep Token’s “Caramel”
“This stage is a prison, a beautiful nightmare. A war of attrition. I’ll take what I’m given – the deepest incisions. I thought I got better, but maybe I didn’t.”
Dear Alex,
“I thought I could get better, that I could pull myself back together.
But parts of me bamphing out of the material realm while others got torn assunder makes it difficult for regeneration.
My body is trying, but is misdirected by the longterm inflammation – and this has now become something that I cannot fix on my own.”
(Let Me Come To Life – Klangkarussel)
Running Free
Queen Of My Own Castle
“Magical Incense”
Cute Movie Pick: Marry Me
Changing it up by marrying first, then getting to know each other inclusively.
I Want To Live
“Please universe, help me find my healings.”
