Reclamation, The Accident - As Of 10/10/25 Early AM Named "Clyde" (Short For Collide) Because It's Funny And I Deserve Mirth At Its Expense

Wow – Results!

“I flexed into my ribs for back, front, and sides all around with a softened smaller basket ball like we used to play ‘fodge’ to.

I lay upon it in yoga, stretch, etc.,  positions, gently rocking into it while attempting to correct the enforced upper stomach bulging still clamped from the accident.

I guess enough time since the accident has brought some settling in my system, allowing my efforts to at last bring results.

Because even though I can feel the torsion spasming trying to come back, I am able to briefly pull those upper ab muscles inward again!”

Alex (An Ideal), The Accident - As Of 10/10/25 Early AM Named "Clyde" (Short For Collide) Because It's Funny And I Deserve Mirth At Its Expense

Dear Alex,

“I am discouraged, though, that numbness is spreading and becoming more prevalent down my arms.

Maybe it’s because of the increased pushing to survive that I’ve been doing.

Stopping my work did not bring more rest.

Rather, I’ve been launched into more intensity struggles against the injuries.”

Alex (An Ideal), The Accident - As Of 10/10/25 Early AM Named "Clyde" (Short For Collide) Because It's Funny And I Deserve Mirth At Its Expense

Dear Alex,

“I tried a new anti-inflammatory yesterday, and despite its tranking my brain, it actually interrupted the throbbing pain in my spine!

But I am not sure that I should rely on it – become dependent.

And the haggard lines on my face today…are they from the med messing with me?

Or is this what’s hiding underneath the facade of endurance, and relief from the med allows this to come through?”