“I cannot see and hear everything clearly, but what I do comes through stunningly.
‘You’ve got me up in a frenzy’ – ‘ but not like before when I was empty.'”
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(Sleep Token quotes)
Month: September 2025
“Fangs”
“Earth Bound”
Why Do It?
“Because I have to help.”
—
(Adrenal crashing)
(About You – Georgio Gee)
Dear Alex,
I am vexed
& dropping
“Take Me Home”
If I Must Run
“I run towards something.”
(Tidal Wave – Klur & LeyeT)
Freeze, Fight, Or Flight
“When I get squeezed, at some point my energy shifts from ‘taking hits’ into blazing fire in order to fight back and counteract the freeze shutdown trying to take over in response to my being’s needing safety.
It takes a lot to get this heat in me going to break through lockdown barriers, so then I optimize by utilizing the momentum to gain clarity and burn through illusion’s limitations.
Most of the time, disengaging to run away doesn’t seem like it’s an option.”
The Grind
“The way I manage my life is how I have figured out how to manage it, whether in calm times through a range or in crisis.
People could say that this is part of my hardwiring and that some things are just what they are – so don’t expect change.
But I don’t agree with this.
I’m just flatlined in some ways and out of innovation from longterm overperforming.”
Common Sense
(Take My Breath Away – Berlin)
(Go Back – John Summit & Sub Focus ft. Julia Church)
Stress Sickness
“Adrenals overproducing.
I need to stop – but I can’t.”
Word Of The Day: Luscious
adjective
- (of food or wine) having a pleasingly rich, sweet taste.
- pleasingly rich and appealing strongly to the senses.
- very sexually attractive.
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(Oxford Languages)
Luscious
Oh…
“It’s so on.”
Ping-Pong
(Chuckles in the dark)
“Your serve, Darlin’.”
“Entwined”
Fun
“Waiting in the food bank line.”
(The Final Countdown – Europe)
The Final Countdown
“Deadlines for obtaining stability retention supports are this Friday.
Oohhhhhhhh!”
(See song)
Questions…
“If you burn your tongue from too hot broth, can you put aloe vera on it to heal it?”
Dear Friend,
Don’t fade to always black
Reach for me instead
I will catch you
Daer Alex,
“He makes me very happy.”
Yeah, I See You
“The only bad baddy spinning eyes in the room…”
—-
(Sleep Token reference)
The Lonely Traveler
Sunrise (Pride & Prejudice)
“Radiance”
High Hopes (As In, Am I?)
“It is my hope that as I continue to work out, my tissues will realign and regain their fascial tensility.
I think this as I throw a pillow sheet into the hamper at distance – and feel my left pec flex, which was not throwing, rather than the right one, which was.
What is going on in my muscular systems?”
Word To The Wise
“When disrobing in preparation for a shower de-skunking, if you place those clothes into a plastic bag, tie it off and suspend it out from the towel rack away from contacting anything until reclothed again.
Then, take it outside and toss it someone neutral near the garbage can (no, I’m not going to mess with smell further by trying to wash the items – you can choose your own adventure if you walk into a cloud of fresh skunk spray.)
Don’t throw it into the can until right before garbage is due to be picked up if you want to not have that smell long term further imprinted.”
I’m Sure
“This is all much better at distance.”
Oh, Wait…
“Did ya miss me?” the ache throbs in warning.
Pfft.
You Guessed It,
“The migraine finally let go of me – if only ‘momentarily.’
Thank bleep-n bleep bleep!”
However,
“The bone broth I made today was a yummy success!”
Hard Reset
“I’m hoping that the solution ate the smell/oil, since it seemed to eat my skin.”
(Lost in Time – Vibfy Remix)
(Senorita – Shawn Mendes & Camila Cabello)
(Beautiful Colors – OneRepublic, from Kaiju No. 8)
Penalized Good
“As I exited the driveway, a loose, young Aussie mix came zooming up on my front left nosing a young skunk in its rear.
Braking to ensure that I did not hit them, I got out of the car to try to catch the dog after it broke off – not wanting it to get hit by a passing car.
Um.
Yeah…
Stepped right into the zone of skunk spray.”
Dear Alex,
“I hate what pain does to me.”
Dear Friend,
“As you rocket far beyond the surface, I plummet as descend.
Oh, to be able to clasp hands to catch, stabilize, and help rebalance each other!”
(Jaws – Sleep Token)
Blood Lust
Oh the carnage she could cleave if she allowed the need to overpower…
Pain’s Rage
“Of course when the vise is twisting, I want to go after who did this to me.”
Hell
Nerve-compression migraine
Dear Alex,
“My heart would burst for want of seeing your face…”
—
(A&E movie Jane Eyre reference)
Like Lovers Entwined
The Maw had sucked her up and spat her out to the otherside, beaten up bruised and mangled as she fell in some sort of chaotic cosmic intervention attempting to bridge across space and time to bring two lovers together…the question now being, would he catch her?
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(Title Sleep Token reference)
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