She couldn’t try until that eve because she had to meet with others.
Month: October 2025
Phantom Memories
She’d been living in between realms dreaming of love for so long that she needed confirmation that she and he could have it together in reality.
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(Title of multiple meanings)
Comedic Outlet
She fantasized about him carrying her to bed – both romantically, and of necessity.
—
(Hip twisting extreme sudden pain, again.)
Officially
It’s the first foggy breath exhalation of the cold season this evening.
“King Of Hearts” 1st Rough
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Instinct
She didn’t know how she knew, but she began sometimes to be able to feel where the notes should next go on the piano as she learned to sing vocals.
“They Have No Idea!”
Unfamiliar Territory
She wasn’t used to having a partner who truly cared about her and wanted to invest in her happiness and well being.
(No Distance Can Dim Our Light – Christian Loffler)
(Numb – Goodboys, Extended)
By Rights
They were just two people who loved and wanted each other.
“Patterns In The Dark”
The Offering
From that angle, the light shined upon his face revealing the pure innocence still residing within him, displayed for her acceptance in vulnerable openness.
It shocked her to her core, for never had she seen such bright beauty – for she could see the light of his soul emanating from back through time to how he’d always been, from the beginning.
So young – so young! her heart leapt out to protect him.
How could she want one so young? She drew back in shame at her assumptions.
But she knew that she must have seen the limits of time as they frissioned.
Fidgeting nervously for an hour while on the important call and casting tenuous glances around her, she saw him at last cross behind her quickly the opposite way, striding purposefully to a car and clutching a rolled up and well-creased paper bag that indicated his nervousness.
As she turned to better look at his retreating, strong and mature back, all she could think of was there went the man that she loved most fervently.
And she felt powerless to stop him.
“Streaming Data”
“Corvidian Love”
Caring For Each Other
(Sunshine – Elderbrook)
(Sleepwalking – Elderbrook)
(I Lose Myself – Vibfy)
Hauntingly Beautiful Movie Pick: Sleepy Hollow
Love Language
“You belong to me, now…
You. Belong. To me.”
Healing
She wanted to take his arms, wrists, and neck and claim them with kisses and nips, among other things.
Dear Friend,
“How do we begin?
How do we gently stumble through our initial awkwardness to get to the meat – the juicy grist of everything?
How do we build our connection so that we no longer fear anything?”
Well-Matched
For they were both so ameanable that no stone need be left unturned, and all could be understood – and forgiven.
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(Title of multiple meanings)
Haven’s Trust
They had much to unpack, together.
Work Me
System resetting
Lacking ability to
Escape inevitable
Pleasure bursting
Tolerance limits
Between Extremes
Too hot
Too cold
Burrowing
Well, We Should
“We take for granted the miracle of natural structural integrity.”
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(Title of multiple neanings)
“Aria” (song)
A form of bliss
To Be Funny
She asked him to walk a few paces away and then come back again, whereupon she cheekily sighed and stated, “You’ll do.”
And then, he grabbed her with a warning, possessive growl to their mutual laughter.
Hidden Desires
But she wanted was to hold him in her arms and give him everything.
Which Way Is Up?
Her experience had led her to be afraid that if she gave all of her love to a man, he would leave her – instead of desire and cherish her.
Dreaming Of You
She dreamed that she met him – but then, it wasn’t him, so the bonding went no further.
But the thrill of the simulation made her hope more than she’d been able to, before.
After The Show
It’s important to reacclimate to “norms.”
She Should Have
Shouted after him, calling out loudly:
“HEY! Where are you going?!”
Anything, anything but remaining frozen solid stiff from shock and emotion.
Transfixed
His lover’s eyes
Heavy-lidded in
Shy submission
& That knowing
Smile to swoon
A million hearts
Broke her in
A moment
Enraptured
There’s A Place
“Where only the foolish dare to not tread carefully.”
(Stir Me Up – Lane 8)
(Language Is A Virus – Laurie Anderson)
I saw her live in a cozy theatre in Santa Cruz around 15 years ago. Superb.
It Plagued Her
Why had he not spoken to her?
(Shadow Dancing – Andy Gibb)
Gifted
Emotionally
&
Intelligently
(Running In The Night – FM 84)
Challenge Accepted
“Why’d you choose me out of everybody else?” she asked him, curiously.
“Because I calculated the algorythm – and you fit it to a ‘T,'” he reassured her.
“Is that right?” she challenged, playfully.
“Oh, Baby,” he moved in closer to take her hands and look sraight into her eyes, “You have no idea how ‘right’ it’s gonna be.”
Sa-Weet! (Rain – Sleep Token, Oakland 2025)
(Straight Line – Keith Urban)
“Look At That!”
The Little Pieces
“Even Now”
Curmudgeonly
“I saw the movie ‘Barbie’ right before my accident – and had cried, hoping that I’d get my chance to feel young and alive again.”
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