“Well…apparently I had needed to cry a-lot, and its an indicator of love’s unrequited influence.”
Month: October 2025
Damage Control
“What is that again, exactly?:
(You’re In Love – Movie Howl’s Moving Castle)
Never Forgotten: Wanted
Dear Friend,
“I was able to show you my rare phoenix, but mostly I have to scrabble for sustenance in one of my other forms – and there’s a lot of concern, worry, and even fear for my survival involved.”
Short-Stopped
“You were made for this,” giving barely a kiss, the brief visiting younger guy said.
And she realized she had to end it with him.
She was made for a bonding man.
(Better With Me – Shadow Beloved)
Part Of Me
He saw her sitting in her car, immersed in a serious phone video call.
What did he think of her when he saw her like this in reality.
Was there respect and admiration, or did he decide he was barking up the wrong tree?
—
(Title of multiple meanings)
I Am
“Liking these curls, though!”
For A Moment
“I can stand straight – because I fight hard every day to regain such brief moments.”
Getting Cozy
“Hello, Crone…
At least I beat you back for thirteen years.
Although it’s clear you haven’t fought fair.
What the fu** do you want from me?!
And those hype-rs applauding ” Ooh, make friends with your inner crone!” can just keep walkung past me.
There you go, now – just keep. On. Walkin’…”
You Know
“It’s kind of shitty having disability.
I already knew this from caring for others outside of it.
But gee, look – now I get to have the same prize!”
A Woman’s Reality
“I need to be provided for.
Not just want, now – but need.
Where’s pride and safety come in?”
Tired Thematics
Unrequieted love
Injuries twisting pain
Financial instability
More Financial Battles?
“No…just fecking no.”
Nope
“No school work today, and no rest tomorrow as bills and services cancel.
There is no easy way through.
No wonder I just want to stop and not try anymore.”
Out Of Gas
Literally.
Part Of You (Teardrop – Elderbrook & Jan BlomqvistVideo)
(Together – SIDEPIECE)
Second Chances
She’d seen him walking toward her, and then later walking away.
Would he return – or was that his only advancement?
(Silent Wave – Vibfy, Best Tracks of August, Lost Underground)
When Walls Crumble
“She couldn’t care anymore about others’ opinions.
She needed the man inside his body.”
(Lost Elevation – Vibfy)
Screaming At Source
“WHY’D YOU BRING ME BACK TO LIFE IF I’M TO ALWAYS BE ALONE!!!!”
(King City – Jordan Majid)
Full Body Muscle Spasms
“I could help my body recover, if I were the therapist on the outside, rather than stuck within it.”
(Say You Love Me – Jessie Ware)
Reclaiming Eden
“Are you sure it’s me you want?
‘Cause I’m gonna need your help believing it.”
“ReUnion”
“Twin Flames”
“Get In Line”
(Winter Song – Oceanique)
Keep Living
The Kiss
In The Milieu
“I can create space.
I must allow myself to say no to everything trying to erase me.”
(Levitate – Sleep Token)
The Ripple Effect
“I must be losing weight because as I lean forward typing on my phone with arms resting on upper thighs, shadows cast from an overhead light show in extreme relief the myofascial damage done by the car accident to tissues on the inside of my upper arms and across my biceps.
I’ve got to try slide-cupping this, again”
“Stars Aligning”
Reflections On Life Patterns
She knew that external age didn’t matter once into maturity – it was what was contained inside that either made real connection or embattled.
(Teardrop – Elderbrook & Jan Blomqvist)
The Crone
“All of them are too young for me, anyway!” she sobbed, her grief-stricken hand scattering the precious few pieces from the scrying table onto the wooden floor.
Have A Care
Our children
They rise
It’s their world
Move aside
Move Aside
Move Aside
Give way
This day
Ride the
New tide
(I Feel You – Vibfy, Full Album)
Mourning Morning
Chatter patter
Pitter tatter
They don’t know
Don’t know
Any
Thing
Caw craw
Magaw
Delicate strapplings
Caught in trappings
Growling flaws
Extending claws
But none of it matters
Off course they shatter
Again and again
Again they end
(Love For You – Deadmau5 & Elderbrook, Happy Version 2)
The Raven
Everywhere
Everywhere
Death and decay
Love missed
Forgotten
Forgotten
Madness swirls
All around
A hope
A chance
Surrounded
By sound
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