“I’m not ok.
I’ve been literally set back.
I am needing to dissociate.
I couldn’t remain exposed and overextended.
The reality is that I am alone inside here.
And who and what I am is withdrawing due to the injury.
I mean, getting smacked by the universe turning and dumping me onto my head is just purely unnecessary.
I am in shock and not progressing on things even to prior limited capacities.
I am upset somewhere – very upset.
And lost in the undertow of things.
And you are not here, so what is real?
I reach out and just find me.
I need more than this to keep bridging.”
