“Earlier, I had clicked the WordPress switch to ‘private,’ and deleted my link to here from my Instagram account.
I was not sure if followers would still see what I post, and I was not sure that I wanted to be viewed anymore.
This project has fundamentally been for me to express my own aspects while learning about and experiencing myself.
Yet, sometimes I have worried that other people…
Well…
I am clearly showing personal aspects of myself with no control over what viewers interpret through their own filtered perceptions.
But maybe my posting helps keep me keep rebuilding strength – although there is a disconnect between ‘here’ and ‘reality.’
People on the street don’t know these things about me – nor would I want them to, really.
I like being private.
These are rare glimpses of me working from the inside-outwardly.
I want to keep posting, but I need to reexamine what this all means to me.
