Something I read about how things in a good relationship could be when mutually reinforced by positive beliefs reminded me by contrast of how and where in the past the road to paradise disintegrated.
My behaviors broke down when truths were corrupted and presented to me as rot that one must eat instead of the sanctity of wholesomeness.
My emotional extremes swung when others’ infidelities became expected to be accepted and my home’s walls wore thin from hits being taken by their repeated, unrepented sins.
Madness infected when insanity became the ruling hierarchy’s proclamation that all must kowtow to and obey, regardless of degradation’s unrestrained gluttony.
Insecurities dissolved internal integrity.
And I needed my peace…
Release me from this place of wrongness where seems that ever I dwell in its lurid remnant’s darkness!
Restore me to my former glory where I knew truth by its shining gaze and love reigned by its brilliance!
Show me that there are better ways than to dine upon gristled bones of one’s former innocence!
And in return I shall pledge my allegiance.
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