Alex (An Ideal)

Dear Alex,

“I feel panicked inside…

I am more shy now since the concussion.

Finding out how extremely shy that I was pre-concussion has me distraught because I want to meet him, but I’m afraid that I will run in the other direction – again!

I can’t tell if this reactivity is due to heightened self protection due to injury – or because I know that he can actually ‘see me,’ more truly than anyone ever has before.

I have never let anyone that close to me, even when I wanted to.”

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