*You’ve gotta have a little to keep survivin’.”
Month: December 2025
Angry Fugue
“I can’t let everything fall apart.”
(Peace of Mind – Disco Lines, Ship Wrek & Daya)
Unamused
“This ain’t nuthin’ new.”
(Cruise – ROYA, Extended)
Shadow & Light Workers
Rise Of The Humans!
Ready & Willing
Concussed Fatigue
Another aspect of injury is that
My body tires quickly standing
My Boggy Woggy Kingy Wingy
Pride & Prejudice – American Ending
My Brain – Multipass
(Inside Out – R3DN1K)
Play This On New Year’s Eve
(Passio – Paxy)
Couldn’tt find English lyrics translation
Where Are You From?
Fu** You!
Impact damage
Downgradation
Makes me want to
Scream in rebellion
Gaps In Synapses
I have three brain injuries now
Original, new, and combined
Did I say this?
Have I said this?
The walls are thicker
Behind closing doors
Help Me Before I Fall
I Was Afriad
After the concussion
My arms became weak
My hands and face had
Increased numb patterns
Body and limb discoordination
Was knocked back into tailspin
Neck instability meant any movement
Upon elliptical pulled on brain injury
So now I do even less at the gym
To allow myself to try to catch up
Lack Of Confidence
I need to get back into
Previous yoga-pilates
But it was not safe to
After the car accident
So it’s hard to believe
Strength will recover
Although time’s passing
Says to do now not later
Depths Of Connection
As my body resettling
Moves to new “normal”
It brings to the surface
Support tissue atrophy
When lying upon a shoulder
Things sink where shouldn’t
Causing destabilizing strains
To bone attachment structure
At The Alter
You are more than silence
More than a gallant retreat
More than self absorption’s
Collapse in despair’s deceit
You are a garden under all
Entwining hearts by a call
You are a sacred reminder
Love deserves rediscovery
Accident Prone
Going into third year of recovery’s
Recurring negative enforcements
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(Title of multiple meanimgs)
I Enjoy Learning
But I no longer enjoy deadlines
Or veering tangents in content
Higher Education
Associate’s shows dedication
Pending Bachelor’s ever limbo
Few & Far Between
She wasn’t looking for him anymore
In fact – she did not expect anything
She was so used to silence meaning
Nothing was willing or waiting at all
That she had to try to not shut down
The parts that still wanted to believe
Back When…
Little Reminders
Ata-Tude…Gen Xers
Yeah…
If You Know, You Know
Cats Choosing Humans
Dogs Choosing Humans
Distance
Why would she work with distance temporarily with one man, but not with the one before?
Because she sensed that this one was authentic and actually needed some investment.
Other Love Messaging
“Is still kept at a distance and instigates further fantasizing with no grounding in reality to build upon – which, however briefly pleasant, does not include mutual deep conversations, and thus, where do you go from there when the scene(s) is/are over?”
Love Messages DM To DF
“I have been noticing in passing that these messagea frequently have direct threats from the Divine Male – such as immediately breaking off connection, for example – if the Divine Female does not react in a ‘required’ way.
This is clearly harsh power-play manipulation, rather than how such a sacred connection would actually proceed, and it’s extremely disheartening to see associated energy being misapplied this way.”
Queen Of The Matriarchs
She would have taken them in…
And she would have admonished the others, keeping their hostilities from causing harm.
“Kiss”
(Everyone’s Lonely Under the Sea – DoubleVee)
Disinformation
“What benefit for humanity is there when Google searches now send you into directions you never intended?!”
(She’s the One – Bruce Springsteen)
Divine Ire
She supposed it was a sort of compliment
Men claimed she remained always chaste
But it was also insulting to imply wisdom
Was worth less from tried & true women
(Right By Your Side – Eurythmics)
Whale Song
“Like elephants in the ocean buggling and trumpeting.”
(Hurts So Good – John Mellencamp)
(Your Song – Elton John)
Supply Chain Breakdown
She refused to pay high marks for poorly constructed quality, and so had to cast her net wider to replenish some core supplies.
The Poison Of Trysts
She couldn’t fathom how people could engage so lightly and not have their hearts torn apart.
When she had tried, she had felt the illness coming back because the interaction’s shallows recreated components of prior loss scenarios.
A Valid Point
“The past frequency of older men marrying younger women not only afforded potential for financial stability for a new family – but more possibility that by then the man would have gained some worthwhile maturity!
Although, there are those rare instances when a man achieves greatness beyond those of his elders and peers, way ahead of preordained schedule…
Including admiration of so many throngs of ladies.”
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(Title play with words)
