Month: January 2026
“Sweet Singer”
Ah, Yes…
She had not done her usual workout routine yesterday, so now came the migraine torsion.
Flashbacks Calling
Clarity
She desired love’s emergence.
It Would Help
If she knew.
(Trois – Sultan + Shepart & Jerro)
Provocation
Hide and Seek
(Show Me – San Holo)
Song repost from September 2022.
Sinews
Her frame, planking, beams, and knees creaked and ached like timbers of a ship as she groaned, trying without success to take a small nap.
Dearest,
Please tell me what you want and need so that I may try my best to support your goals and dreams.
Male & Female Designed Compatibility
“Eye Of Hieron”
Pure Delight
The Right To Bear Arms
Not to brandish and misapply them.
Violence
Something only meant for self defense – not as a tool for aggressive manipulation.
Source Of DisEase
It was clear that there were still forces conspiring against happiness, and that they were attempting to provoke kind people into violence.
Miscalculations
As she took a drink of water in the gray and spilled some down her shirt.
Time for bed, again, as circulation quivered.
Could fasting and giving blood for labs days ago still be the cause of this imbalance?
Lockdown
No, No, No!
She had worked to get this far today – and now needed to make progress!
Was it her brain?
Her muscles?
Her heart?
What was going on?!
Shaking
She could feel how weak her structural stability was.
Did this mean that systems were coming back online?
Was it yet safe to start adding other exercises to rebuild the muscles?
Was there enough reactivated core matrices for them to build upon?
Hon,
I am so impressed by how you have grown.
Winter’s Ease
Wet socks in the cold garden.
The Fools Of Foolishness
They were kidding, right?
Like some younger female could actually meet, match, and challenge his capacities…
Rubbing her nose gently with a paw, she snorted with derision over their naive belief self indulgences.
Any bright wolf knows that only a proven queen is fit for a strong king.
False Threats And Liars
Why any tribes saw love’s communion as a threat was beyond any sense to the natural order of things.
My Love,
Are you free?
Missing Pieces
She knew the right one would fit.
She knew their union would heal.
Soul Connection
She was drawn to men who needed healing.
If only the exchange could be mutual.
Burnt Silver n Gold
She reflected upon the glimmering longer hairs of her fur…how in the right light, reds, golds, and silvers presented a magical skein.
Normalcy,
How was this different?
Just another burden to bear.
Maybe with more eyes shifting and darting to protect against threats maybe or not there.
Psychic Parasites
She’d had a suspician, now proved true…
They were always looking for a way to get into you.
Rabid Growl
No one and nothing…
Delayed Reactiom
“These accidents have taken away my ability to do anything!”
(In her mind throwing objects at walls, doors, and windows while screamimg hellfire at them to break them down.)
Adrenal Flood
“I can’t live the way my life is, anymore.”
Groggy
“The first deep sleep I’ve had in what seems like forever, but at the end of it, I had to ramp up to fight against a menace.”
“The Gathering”
Progress
“Even if I can only do one or two things per day to advance my regaining stability, this is still valuable.”
Honey,
Perhaps you worry a little too much and could obtain better clarity by asking me about my prorities -?
Setbacks
“I haven’t been able to do most of my shoulder and hip restabilizing exercises since the concussion because when I try, doing them increases since then strained cephalic pressure.”
(Strong Enough – TENDER)
Our Love’s Messages
My Darling,
I needed standin substitutes for awhile, and became dependent upon them to help me find ways to bridge my way back to you.
I needed premise while in absence of knowing, and while I miss their assurances, I would rather get to have the truth of you.
(Clocks – Daydream Affiliate)
Algorithms
“I had to block further receiving of those relationship messages because some were getting dramatically and negatively manipulative.
(Violator – Depeche Mode, Full Album)
Fun Band Name
The Rugged Nuggets
Mr. Knightly Reveals His Love For Emma: Movie Emma 1996
The scenery, ambience, and connection are so beautiful.
(Hear Me Now – Jerro)
Mother & Child
(Close, like me and mine were)
(Need Somebody – Jerro)
Lack Of Impetus
There were things that she needed to do, but all of them were draining.
Gravity’s Well
She thought that she was getting up…but then, she wasn’t.
