Month: February 2026

Don’t be mad at me.

I am not trying to play hard to get.

I just need solid reassurances for proceeding.

I have never been able to negotiate this.

So I guess that I am fumbling -?

How would you like our attachment style to be, in public and in privacy?

I remember you.

We have met before.

So close we could almost touch.

Then you walk away or out the door.

How is it that you could be more shy than I am?

When around you, everything floods into my system.

Looking at you, my deepest instincts are drawn forward from hiding.

I tremble from the strength required to still maintain my camoflage.

It’s like your presence melts the field and it’s just you and me.

I can barely control my movements, so nervous I then become.

Have you noticed how I become more careful in my movement’s tracking?

No one has ever surged my internal tides like this.

So tell me now, my love…

Are you my tractor beam?

Are you wanting what I can give you?

With all of your heart?

Completely?

Will you stay true to me?

Because I want to learn how to give you everything.

From a distance, I can intuit so many things – though I am not always sure if I am “reading” correctly.

Would you like me, still, if we got closer?

To witness how much I try to be true to you?

But it is hard on me.

I am a vital, passionate woman, after all.

How you tease me.

Is it on purpose?

Or something we are learning to feel?

I miss you so bad.

But it’s got to be real between us.

It isn’t a game, but I play for keeps.