“Not in this case…not when fidelity was implicitly promised.”
Month: February 2026
So What’s The Real Deal?
“You and me, only – or a type of polygamy?
A Heart’s Crush
“Maybe that person was worried that they would lose you, and maybe the other’s concern was because now there were mixed messages – and you…
You just trusted and believed in me purely, thinking that I would be able to see through all of it to the more important core truths.
But, I am human, too…
My heart is very fragile when so open – and I need clear reassurances when exposed to mixed signals”
(Title of multiple meanings)
Mine
“I thought you were…that was the whole original point to my investment…”
I Guess,
“I finally broke at the event – and then fled to safety.”
And, Yet
He had kept smiling at her in such happy peacefulness – as if none of that mattered, and she was all that he cared about.
What did it all really mean?
Body Language
“If you’ve got your hands on someone’s waist to help appease their possesively jealous insecurity, this means…”
This Is Why
She had declared for the other one.
His energy had matched the message.
‘Compromise’ had meant granting patience, not compromising commitment.
Polar Swing
Beween mixed identities and now potential mixed alliances, she suddenly felt even more out of her element.
(Multiple meanings)
Shock’s Breakdown
What she had seen had seemed to indicate that his love was not for her only – which was opposite from the messages that she had received and believed in.
(Title of multiple meanings)
Niggling Crack
Was she expected to share him with another?
([I Love You] For Sentimental Reasons – Nat King Cole)
Premises
Her heart did not know where safety and trust could be found.
She felt flipped and laid flat upon the ground, as if her trust had been misled and broken.
(Title of multiple meanings)
(Tis Autumn – Nat King Cole Trio)
“No, No, No!”
“Arriving”
Why Is It So Hot?
The room wasn’t supposed to be so hot that she was sweating…
Yet somewhere, out there, was an unwashed older woman, still likely scrambling to find heat while lying on freezing, hard concrete.
(Let’s Go Crazy – Prince & The Revolution)
Listen Up!
“If my guy wants something specific from me, he’s gonna ask, and I’ll do my best to give it!
Straight up.
No games.
Except those we both choose to play together.
Honestly.”
Not Even Gonna
“I’m not even gonna watch that.”
OMG – WTF Manipulation?
YouTube
“It’s like shakin’ a Magic 8 Ball.”
Hon?
Please make this easier on me?
I’m Feelin’
“A little bashed and trashed.”
(Ripped nails and heartache)
Baby,
This isn’t easy for me.
You could make it easier.
Unsettled
She felt extremely insecure about her position.
(December, 1963 [Oh What A Night] – Frankie Valli & The Four Seasons)
(Living For The Love Of You – Isley Brothers)
Pad Thai
“Feeds the belly, if not the soul.”
Uncertain Footing
These days, she did not want to get dumped on her a**.
(Multiple meanings)
She Didn’t Know
What did it all mean?
It Threw Her Off
That one had been so jealous, another so concerned – and yet, the third just kept on smiling at her, even as he placated.
(Made It Through the Night – Patyie Gonia)
(September – Earth, Wind & Fire)
The Back Of Me
“If honesty is not met with integrity, those involved see.”
(Danger Zone – Kenny Logins)
(Dancing Queen – ABBA)
(Voodoo – Godsmack)
(Tell Me Lies – Satin Jackets and Panama)
Quite Frankly
She didn’t know what to believe anymore.
Inside or out.
(After longterm strain of maintaining)
Hee Hee Hee!
“Reading another ‘love message,’ it definitely was not meant for me because it got two out of three aspects about me very wrong.
Though I value it, I do not cook much – and definitely bomb or ‘corrupt’ the original recipes’ intentions with some serious additional skew.
And, though I’d like my house to be clean, achieving such accomplishment lasts maybe half of a day before it again succumbs to the ravages of engulfing entropy.
Therefore, my efforts must be conserved and targeted.”
Retractioms
She did not like causing people pain, even though she was in pain.
Literally
So much remains to be seen.
Disconnected Frequencies
Maybe there were just limits in her injured capacities to hold open a door and risk at any given time.
Sudden Flare
When she’d left the gathering’s ensmble to recallibrate and get some fresh air, she paused outside and realized that she was in a state of physio and psychological shock.
She didn’t know why…he didn’t follow…so she retreated to her solace full of emptiness and bleak despair.
Circling
She hadn’t approached because she’d been cognizant of social and group dynamics.
Propensities
She couldn’t trust the “easy ones,” anyway.
Self Regulation
Imbalance is imbalance.
Sensory Deprivation
The one had stayed out of reach of her senses, so why should she trust that he cared for her?
Especially since this behavior caused her to overreach her capacities to bridge to him?
How was this showing care for her in her wounded and needful state?
Comparative Sharing
She was now cold in the classroom without her favorite, soft, and insulative sweater jacket.
But she knew that she was not as cold as the woman curled up on the concrete had been.
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