A Woman's Plight, Hyde's Bride

“I Left My Heart In California”

When the man one day returned, there was only one part of intimacy that he wanted from her.

And he was always “too tired” to reciprocate.

“Affection” is affection, right?

But hollow love makes a hollow soul.

Especially after all of the damage that he had caused when he had left her.

Entitled.

Glorified.

Inhumane.

And then, he prioritized every whim of an abussive narcisist who poisoned anything good and functional.

And he would not break off contact with the prior home wrecker.

And he expected that the woman should defer to him under these circumstances.

And she wasn’t his responsibility – clearly, she was short-sighted.

In fact, she was “too needy” and should “get a grip on reality.”

Then he pursued another female who he claimed was a better match for him.

But he still wanted and needed “access.”

Everything that the woman had ever held sacred was flayed as she was tormented.

Her only way to escape was to self-eviscerate.

(Title of a past classic bumper sticker)

A Return To Innocence, A Woman's Plight, Elden Ways, Myths & Legends, Nature, Reclamation, Vampiric Tendencies, Where Demons Tread

Any God’s Glory

“When ignored and villified, provokes ‘Its’ baser needs to surpass healthy limits in its defense.

And are we not ‘cast from God’s image?’

Therefore, ‘Gods’ are also like humans and need what we need to thrive and succeed.

And any worthy ‘God’ wants its worshippers happy.

It’s just common sense biofeedback.”

A Woman's Plight, Myths & Legends, Vampiric Tendencies, Where Demons Tread

The God Time Tried To Forgot

She’d done it, again.

She’d fallen for the messages – had allowed her heart to reveal what she had been hiding for so long, underneath.

And the man had withdrawn – just like the others had before – leaving her circuit board lit up with suffering and never-ending hunger aching with longing unredeemed.

What did “He” want from her, after all?

What did “He” want to see?

“Bleed for me…” came The Need.

“Prove to me how much you want me to grant you this man’s offering.

Show me that you’ll be faithful, no matter how much you grieve…”

A Woman's Plight, Male Bonding

Punishments For Loving

He gave love to friends in need – by interrupted calls and right in right of her – while starving and cutting her off (the one person standing up for and who gave to him) as if to make her feel how much he was suffering for still staying attached to her.

It seemed that he was trying to maneuver her into breaking off from their relationship, but because she could see behind the scenes and the larger picture, she refused to give up on him – no matter how he treated her.

(Past ex-experiences)