“I’m too hot to han-dle.”
Month: April 2026
“Why?!”
Right…On
Hon,
I don’t need to delve into all of the negative thinking that I am sliding into just from sheer exhaustive “drudgery…”
Suffice it to say, I feel “discouraged.”
I Have Been Thrust
“Into circumstances that I would not have chosen for my self.”
And This Time, I Mean It!
Wrenching Setbacks
“The untrained and too-strong dogs pulled my joints into beyond-tolerance strain-torsions – thereby destroying my plans of attending to moving droves of plants and furniture.
And I realized upon first entering and encountering the same behaviors and pee mess as I lost my reserve and became semi-hysterical-flustered trying to figure out how to use the harnesses I’d never seen before while fresh pee on the floor was occurring…
I am just too fec-king burnt out to be helping with this situation right now – especially when my own paradigm is still torn and tatter-shattered.”
Love Messages
“Flavored paste with a hint of addictiveness, yet no followthrough.”
Tons Of Dogs
“How did I get myself into the position of taking care of tons of dogs, again?”
Love Language: Acts Of Service
The Best Kind Of Damaged Goods
“First Bloom”
Stats
“This was never about the ratings.”
Love You,
My Darling.
Pat Benatar
“Nature’s Grasp”
You Can Count On Me
Full Surrender
My Love,
I would not ask you to give up your work for me.
That, quite honestly, would be a type of heresy.
When one such as you has graced the land, fie to anyone trying to force aside your command!
Instead, guide me and/or claim me to be your rightful hand.
Bonus Find
“An uncovered remaining container of still fresh gluten-free blueberry muffins.”
No.
“I won’t ‘bad-mouth’ you nor degrade your reputation – despite provocation.”
Callibrating
Tracking and analyzing resources and patterns at distance to determine best efficiencies for recovery.”
Why Still Here?
“in my car, ankles swelling, managing things on my phone, as if I do not have housing.”
Car Bin Remnants
“I am not going to eat that uncertain number of days-old hard boiled egg, despite the fact that it is cold as if it has stayed refrigerated and emits an innocent lure temptation.”
“‘GradUation'”
Depths In Spirals
“‘For Once…'”
Furious
“You have No idea the levels nor depths of my seriousness regarding possessiveness once activated when I’ve called you Mine.”
In One Spot Too Long
Illness crosses borders out of order where health is not acknowledged nor vouched for by implemented actions despite need for resolutions’ restitution promoting sanctified solutions.
“The Clown Prince Of Denmark: Victor Borge
Eras Of Suffering
Commas
Can Relate
Twin Flames
Dearest,
I need to pull more minor miracles out of my hat…
Sleep Well,
My Love.
Have You Ever?
“Put peas on pizza?
Me neither.”
My Only,
When I think of you coming back for me, my soul begins squirming in my body.
I do not remember having experienced my soul’s having it’s own shape before!
Warrior Mode
it isn’t your fault, my love, that I remain cautious and guarded.
I have become settled deep into my armor from more recent events which has shifted my mind into tracking and strategizing survival mode – regardless of how I am feeling.
My limbs are locked into predetermined allowances, and my eyes, lips, and teeth are conscripted along with voice to stay modulated..
But all I want to do is speak words of love from my heart and soul to you while we embrace and become one.
Yet, I do not know what is needed to disarm me.
Hon,
I’ve attached to you…
I hope this is what you have wanted.
My Dearest,
We are winding parallel spirals…
Your earth into air
And my air onto earth
May we meet somewhere, soon
In the middle
Belong To Me
It isn’t age
Or society
Nor circumstances
Or propriety
But simply a question of:
Do you want to?
I’m Feelin’ It
The Ad: Starting Therapy Soon
“Because we’ve driven you mad.”
Should Be Paying ME
“Dancin’ like their monkey.”
Laboring Love
Press button
no, it shifted
the re it is
spell corrected
click one more tab
identify the other
scroll as you glitch
categorize
publish
wait
o brother!
