A Woman's Plight, The Accident - As Of 10/10/25 Early AM Named "Clyde" (Short For Collide) Because It's Funny And I Deserve Mirth At Its Expense, The Shower Accident 11/14/25

Adrenal Anxiety

“I need to apply for longterm help, and it feels like I have done something terrible.

Like I took a very wrong turn, somewhere.

And I can’t go back to change anything – only forward.

I didn’t make any of these injuries happen.

Neither accident was my fault, and I fought back bracedly both times to resist their happening.

So why am I having to pay the price for others’ laxity?

Why is my reward relegating me to dependency?”

Altered States, The Accident - As Of 10/10/25 Early AM Named "Clyde" (Short For Collide) Because It's Funny And I Deserve Mirth At Its Expense, The Shower Accident 11/14/25

I Was Afriad

After the concussion
My arms became weak

My hands and face had
Increased numb patterns

Body and limb discoordination
Was knocked back into tailspin

Neck instability meant any movement
Upon elliptical pulled on brain injury

So now I do even less at the gym
To allow myself to try to catch up