Author: Candid Corvid Productions
(Disappear – Avenz)
(Human – Efren Valdivia, Radio Edit)
Solid Ground
Fire consumes air
While lifting higher
Water cools inferno
Whipped into desire
And Earth gives love
Its haven for landing
Overload
She reached out to touch him and he moved closer so that they could hug, if she wanted to.
Her hands lightly traced his arms which were covered in thin, soft fabric that gently radiated warmth, alluring with its sense of safety.
She heard a brief, deep sound from a small ceiling-imbedded speaker to her left above, and asked him if he knew where that growl had come from.
His hands carefully grasped her arms, firmly pulling her against the front of him, forcing her to put her hands upon his chest to avoid instant absorption.
His energy flushed from subdued calm into heat of an inferno and strength surged under her hands as if his body was being filled by a lithe being of massive density.
And her hands twitched as her switch flipped to her succumbing to the need for his fire.
—
(Too brief dream encounter)
(Be Your Friend – XYSM & EDGR)
(Falling Through – Special Chill Label
Hard Won
“I cannot help but be nervous as I keep working on my body from central core to tips of limbs to keep reclaiming territory.
It was terrifying to have lost coordination and responsiveness / strength through to digits!”
It’s So Weird
“To see how my feet have changed since the accident.
I am becoming a different creature – altogether…”
Dear Friend,
“You looked good when I saw you.
Strong, vibrant, relaxed, shy, bright…
Beautiful…”
(Keep Feeling Like This – Chris Savor & Jason Uechi)
Pacing
“It would be great if all of the back and forth were making me stronger…
I don’t want to just keep struggling.”
—
(Title and content of multiple meanings)
Dear Alex,
“I am weary of withholding.”
Under Cover
She didn’t want attention from other males.
She just wanted the bond with her mate.
—
(Title of multiple meanings)
(Beautiful – Jay Aliyev, 2nd Edit)
Acceptance
“I love him.
That’s it.
I will keep working on self regulation.”
Revulsion
Opportunistic a**holes
Beauty
“It’s difficult to feel attractive when I do not feel right in my body.”
(Stardust – Puerto Galera Paradis
I Am
“The feature in my own life’s story.”
(Long Cool Woman [In a Black Dress] – The Hollies, 1999 Remaster)
(Heathens – Twenty-One Pilots)
Modalities
Shifting between them into different aspects of self is kind of like having different personalities.
(Somebody Like You – Keith Urban)
Hard Times
Squeeking out efficiency for primary need procurements.
Pure Hearts
It has always been said that dark and light can find a true balance.
Relationship/Status
She didn’t even know much up to date about him, personally.
—
(Title of multiple meanings)
(Because You Move Me – Tinlicker & Helsloot, Extended Mix)
A-Musing
Was she supposed to have just lept out of her car and thrown herself upon him, wrapping her arms around him warm and snug all smiling saying, “Hi Baby – I’m yours and you’re mine!”
– ???
Well, yeah – she had wanted to do that.
But they hadn’t even been introduced properly!
—
(Title play multiple meanings)
(Paradox – Lipless)
Repost from October 1, 2022
(Life – Kaivon)
Sensitivity
“I have a computer, keyboard, and piano – but not the environmental headspace to feel that I can practice in my own home.”
Hypermobility
Not just around joint attachments, but the actual support muscles around them yielding too much and too easily to where hips’ and shoulders’ insides flex through planes they normally wouldn’t.
Time to begin adding some counter-balancing exercises.
True Love: Guardians
YAAS
The “They” Question
“How to believe in love as real or worthy?
It doesn’t need society’s approval to be valid – only consent between two mature people.”
I Will
“Do the same for Him.”
He’s The One
“Who loved me and stood up for me.”
Dear Friend,
“I know some of the reasons why.
But we need a solution(s) – that we can both trust and feel secure about.”
(The Summoning – Sleep Token, Bit Of Oakland Live 2025)
Partnership
“A dream we share.”
—
(Content of multiple meanings)
(Dusk – SG Lewis)
YouTube
“Has made it harder to save to playlists.
I won’t go into the details, but I wanted to throw my phone over it.”
Lack Of Control
She wasn’t a ‘control freak’ – but times like this, she rued not being one!
Expectations
“How did he expect me to react?
We’d never before met in person!”
Dear Alex,
“I’m phasing again.
It’s a self protective habit when I don’t feel secure.
Like camouflaging.”
Attention
She didn’t want it the way media supported.
She needed more than just a friend or lover.
Kernal Of Sand
She resented being forced to make another pearl without mutual benefit.
