“I know we think that it is perhaps safer to keep things the way that they have always been – but this is because we are afraid to be vulnerable in order to receive and give.”
Author: Candid Corvid Productions
(Silence – Delerium, Sarah McLachlan & John Summit)
On Some Level
“I must know that I am good enough – even though I do not feel that I am good enough.
It is harsh to keep having what few externals that I had felt proud of exhibiting being taken away.”
Close Enough To Touch
She had loved being able to breathe in his scent, and had forgotten that that was an essential element in bonding relationships.
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(Neurofeedback altered states internal experience as if in a waking drean)
(In A Bossa Mood – Gordon Rees, 1970)
(Shangri-La – Vic Damone, 1962)
(The Moon Was Yellow – Fred E. Ahlert & Edgar Leslie, 1934)
(Just Breathe – Jeremy Zucker & Chelsea Cutler)
(Whisper Of The Void – Faller Music, Melodic House)
(Blue On Black – Kenny Wayne Shepherd)
Repost from November 2022
(Crumblin’ Down – John Mellencamp)
I Don’t Want To Be
“Dependent upon help from society.
Remember how I’ve been consigned for ages as an outlier?
Well the side benefit of this was my autonomy and independence!
My pride and self manifestation!”
(Keep On Loving You – REO Speedwagon)
(The Day That Heals The Night – ECHOES)
“Leonus”
Dear Friend,
Look at me now
See my suffering
Did I truly do something wrong to
Deserve my beloved’s distancing?
See how it turns me inside out &
How I try to redirect to creating
You and I are not so different
Caught in the wakes of losses
Therefore, let my pain
Absolve your suffering
The guilt you felt and feel
Let my regard forgive you
Awaken, my love &
Accept being loved
We are both broken so
Let’s start the mending
(Higher – Sleep Token)
What Is Real?
What is mine?
What can I ask for?
What can I demand?
What is inviolate?
Reality
Neural Healing
Dante Bonutto: Sleep Token
Recognition
It’s Like This
Right Now
Gen X Sass
Man & Woman: Strengths
Two Wolves
Movie To See: Rental Family
I Miss You
Seeking Safety
Last Rites
Good Boundaries
One Of My Days – LOL
Pack Protection
Da-Vine Snake
(Pipi Dormir – Lane 8 & Grigoré)
Thank you,
“To everyone who follows and/or gives likes, thank you for your interest and support.”
Dear Friend,
“Was it you who saved me years ago – not ‘Alex,’ afterall?”
“I’m Worth It”
(Aero – YOTTO)
(Emergence – Sleep Token)
Congratulations, Sleep Token!
“Hearkening”
Love’s Powerhouse
(Mine – Gustaf)
Dear Friend,
From worse to hopefully better
You’ve pealed off the bandaids
“Brain Matters”
“Love’s Violence” (Song)
By Athena Stairs, November 11, 2025
Violets
Violence
Violets
Violence
I’m smelling violets
In silence like violence
Violets
Violence
Violets
Violence
I’m smelling violets
In silence like violence
There’s something in the air
I sense you everywhere
If I turn when feel you stare
You evaporate into thin air
I’m smelling violets
In silence like violence
I’m smelling violets
In this silence like violence
This scent is in my brain
Keeps pinging my membranes
A garden fresh in bloom
Tears my heart open to make room
Violets
Violence
I’m smelling violets
In silence like violence
Violets
Violence
I’m smelling violets
In this silence like violence
Violets like violence
Turn violence into violets
Violets like violence
Turn violence into violets
Violence to violets
Violence to violets
Violence to violets
Violence to violets
Violence to violets
Violence to violets
Violence to violets
Violence to violets
Violets
—
Electronica Dark Goth Song
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