“‘It’s a new, bruise on Monday…'”
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(Reference to Duran Duran’s “New Moon On Monday”)
“‘It’s a new, bruise on Monday…'”
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(Reference to Duran Duran’s “New Moon On Monday”)
With all of the efforts it took to answer an agency call, get ready, deal with animals, leave the house, drive, get a gas card, check on rent progress, and then finally make it to the class building, she was late, her hair was fried, and her confidence was blown – so she escaped into a practice room.
She was learning to no longer reach beyond current capacities.
She had learned those desperate frustration emissions from a too young, also abandoned mother, when the little girl was under six years of age.
“I do not know why I keep thinking that there’s a chance that I can get my food and get out the door without any animal complications!”
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(This mornimg’s present, two piles of dog sh**)
There was something enticing about the concept of being able to give correction without reprisal’s fear of abandonment.
…
Visualize a bodice
With strong thick ribbons
Pulling tight back together chest
Concealing by containing open wound
What had she done?
She’d allowed her heart to open
To the one man who could
Absolutely destroy her
By leaving
Curtains are drawn as lights go down
No one else will hear a single sound
Unless we want them to
I touch your face as fingers trace
Tenderly kissing we now embrace
Joy releases our need to confiding
Free to share our secrets in the dark
How I’ve longed to feel your beating heart!
And all the world is quieting
Making space for our colliding
In a union that fate’s providing
Our souls lifted as flying
I’m yours in every breath
As it consumed her
She did not scream
For if she voiced
It would access
Last defenses
Where hiding
“Insidiously, the brain injury masks within normality – yet keeps pushing me away from approaching new information gathering like figuring out how to recognize, understand, and choose desired chord progressions.”
“The years go by and nothing stops lost love’s bleeding.
But, perhaps this is because no one came to stay and help create love’s healing.”
“I don’t understand how mine get fog-layered, as if steamy.”
“I hear there may be some hope for internal reparations through contained nutrients…”
“But recent extreme levels border on the ridiculous!”
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“Surely we know the difference…”
“Buttons are coming loose from threads over-wearing.”
“A process of receptivity that gets disrupted and blocked by effects of trauma and longterm repeat stress-distress reactivation cycles.
And one thing luring and potently addictive about any religion’s benefits – despite often potentially misleading and negative side effects.”