“Last night (early this morning), I thought quietly to myself that I seem to mostly have uneventful dreams that just play over similar looping, mundane yet sometimes uncomfortable scenarios.
I also sensed at the time that acknowledging this thought might fortunately or unfortunately drastically shift this, as the subconscious is often listening and might take such thoughts as an ok to release some instinctual self protection barriers.”
“Dare to be happy together?”
“Can I detour tomorrow – actually focus upon me – as I ride the transition into another reality?”
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(Title of multiple meanings)
“Scarcely dared to hope that he wanted her.”
“When I phoned to check status, the message answered: ‘Thanks for calling. Goodbye.’
And hung up on me.”
“For so long, you have wanted to be wanted…what happens when you are?”
“Man, I really want that drug…but I’m ‘not gonna take it.'”
“For as much as we try to reach for the light, we are suffering – more.”
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She cried in fear and terror, grieving and lamenting, aware of how close she’d come to death as she praised her body for collaborating.
“”My name’s Athena,” and she extended her trembling hand to at last take his own in greeting.”
In moments it takes me
Full-on shaking ecstacy
Realizing how near to me
You are going to be coming
Will you also be yearning as
I seek your every movement?
Wanting to be too close
And make this our reality
“As seems typical in my life now, emergency survival mode has consumed all and more of what time I could manage to focus.
My retraining starts soon, and I’ll be lucky if I can study up on it the night before.”
“How I long to spend time with and truly know you.”
“Maybe you already understand, but I need to say it.
If you join with me, know tha I am in the thick of it.
I’d try, but I can’t hide the flaws in my circumstances when in my home.
But neither would you be denied the benefits of being with me if we worked together productively.
And, of course, I imagine that you have your own issues and challenges that we’d need to work through.
I just want to be able to greet you with open arms and say, “Welcome to the family!”
And we’d need to get everything financially and otherwise stable, as well as figure out how to make it all short-term and then sustainably functional.”
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“I am the gap filler, full of unrest – and starving.”
Snuggles & Sleeping
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“I am being corralled into ‘disability’ status.”
“Reaching for love while fighting off demons.”
As she leaned to step out of her car upon arriving back home late evening, facing Northwest she saw directly in front and above her blazed a shooting star from upper right to lower left, signifying something wondrous and important.
I can’t write another song
Because there are no words
To express how you affect my
Interdimensional multiplications
“Being part of what I love, again.
For a moment, so darn happy…”
“I’d come with you if you asked me to.
I just need to take care of my family, too.”
