“When the chips are down, desperation makes it harder to see clear paths of morality.
Therefore, instead of relaxing to defrag reset, I increase my own pressure against resistance to keep visualizing and tracking.”
Author: Candid Corvid Productions
- Creative Creations for Clever Minds! -
What Is Right
“I keep trying to do this, regardless of personal losses.”
(Wanna Be Somewhere With You – Rules)
“Elements”
Dear Alex,
“I did it…
I brought us all full circle.
The kids are grown, successfully.
I provided for them and our animals.
People helped along the way, but I held the line – I held onto the vision and the memory.
Forgive me when I collapse, exhausted and empty.”
(Here Is The House – Depeche Mode)
Here In This House
A near replica of the one where
We were crowded by addiction
But now there’s yard space flex
And neighbors’ sane community
Dear Friend,
“Give them what they came for.
I believe in you.”
Dear Alex,
“I wish you were here with me, and that I could be there with you.”
Sleep Token’s “Caramel”
“This stage is a prison, a beautiful nightmare. A war of attrition. I’ll take what I’m given – the deepest incisions. I thought I got better, but maybe I didn’t.”
Dear Alex,
“I thought I could get better, that I could pull myself back together.
But parts of me bamphing out of the material realm while others got torn assunder makes it difficult for regeneration.
My body is trying, but is misdirected by the longterm inflammation – and this has now become something that I cannot fix on my own.”
(Let Me Come To Life – Klangkarussel)
Running Free
Queen Of My Own Castle
“Magical Incense”
Cute Movie Pick: Marry Me
Changing it up by marrying first, then getting to know each other inclusively.
I Want To Live
“Please universe, help me find my healings.”
“Golden Eye”
(I Know How To Speak – Manchester Orchestra, Acoustic)
Birth Year Woes
“Paladian Showers Infinitum”
“Infinitum”
(Into the Celestia – Silent Velvet, Péter Jakus)
(Where It Leads – Euan Ellis)
Justice
We long for times when
Wrongs are put to rights
Manipulation facing dictates
Of Hell’s wrath no longer late
Either recanting to obtain
Lost innocence reclaimed
Or gathered eaten whole for
Recycling of corrupted souls
(Eastern Love – Ahmet Cegil & HilalDeep)
Reset My Patient Violence
Look To Windward – Sleep Token Clip
Dear Friend,
“Will you halt this eclipse in me?”
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(Sleep Token reference)
Media Propagation
“It’s been very effective at dividing us from connection to others, parceling us down into vulnerable, independent units in order to direct our funds to their profits’ coffers.”
Shock
“I had known it was ‘bad,’ but they had only found hints of the areas before that they had then waived off as minor, despite my unusually extreme symptoms”
Disorientation
“The pain had increased to such intensity over the past couple of weeks that getting it to finally back down a notch or two has me floating in hazey nerve fry.”
(Truth Begins – Klangkarussell & Blazey)
Wrenched
“I should have waited, knowing the dogs were distracted, but instead I waded right into them at the height of their excited surge-lauching toward the person behind me – and got my leg attachments pulled.
Dazed and confused, I feel insubstantial as the ground shifts ever constantly under me, making it difficult to find and retain my bearings.
(Likely, flip flops don’t help, but the toe needs a little more time)
Good thing I’m an air sign and can dissociate somewhat, othrwise I’m not sure I would have made it this far by endurence.”
(Suddenly · Olivia Newton-John & Cliff Richard, From Xanadu)
A New Phase
“I’d like to say I am ready, but handing over reins to other competant people is not something that I’m used to having the option of.”
(Magic – Olivia Newton John)
Movement
(Pop!)
“My humerus at last repositioned!”
Movie Pick To See: The Gorge
“Heartbeat”
(Shelter – Lone Justice)
Shelter
As she gathered will to
Launch into bright light
Shadowed doubt clung
And fear caused pause
For she did not want
To leave solid ground
Yet as she tentatively
Tried again to attempt
To her surprise he lept
His own wings spread
Joining to accompany
Her efforts protecting
(Through The Veil – GoldieShaumbra)
Full Stop
“I have just managed to extricate myself from the mode of ‘full steam ahead,’ pulling off into an eddied pool as the river of life keeps blasting full throttle downstream.
Having taken damage trying to keep up with the rapids, perhaps more gentle side streams might bypass and reconverge where navigating becomes smoother sailing.”
Han Solo Vs. Chewbacca
“Muscle Hook”
(I Think You’re Cool – Zeds Dead ft. Jenna Pemkowski)
Laid To Rest
“There will be no UI funding, but at least (at last) I can put that conglomerate zombie to ground, dead and buried.
Rest in peace, you tyrannical haunt.
I’ll light a flame in your honor.”
Dark Laughter
To visualize something hilarious
Were she to allow fangs freedom
Helped push back torment’s pain
To regulate her starving systems
Dangerous Cavor-tions
“An upbeat religous singer started praising on the radio about how when you’re curled up on the kitchen floor and the house is on fire, this is not the end – but a rock-solid, firm-on-the-ground new beginning.
And while I appreciated his levitudes, they had the backlash effect of the fact that it is my self that is on fire, and if what he says is true, I do not appreciate any god burning me down so that I may become something new in this manner.
Cackling with overboard insane laughter, I visualized warning the singer who had entered into my domicile unbidden, “You’re in Danger” – and then chasing him around with canine teeth extended until he was effectively flushed out of and well away from my castle!”
