Author: Candid Corvid Productions
Dear Friend,
“Laughing at perfect ‘death…'”
Desperation
I learned to innovate
Manifesting physically
Having this disrupted in
Eyes, spine, hands, feet
How in fu**ed hell do I
Save myself, this time?
Dear Friend,
“No matter the cost of rain…”
Bass Fishing
Trying To Sleep (Token)
Sleep Token Retirement Plan
“‘No,’ really…”
Solar System Space Travel
Shadow Work
Romance
Play More Expressively
(Wait For Me – Kings Of Leon)
“Light Within”
(Bulletproof – Jamie Fine)
A beloved sibling sent this to me this eve.
Falling Apart
“I had to cancel work until next week because there’s no doubt I got reinjured.
I hate this.
I hate too much pain and lack of pleasure.
I hate limits without any workarounds.”
In A Dream
It’s real
Direct
No more
Guessing
Hearts
Racing
Kept in
Pacing
Speeding up
To connect
The Right Fit
Same needs along
Similar frequency
Not specifics but
How expression
Yearns to be seen
And experienced
In mutual loving
Reciprocation
“Connection”
Zero…
Memories
Folk Remedies
Monterey Bay Whale Watch
Absurdity
“It distresses me that when I hear how people like to go for a walk or hiking, my body now says, ‘That’s not for me!'”
Dizzy
“‘Cause I’m gettin’ better…
Yeah, that’s it…”
Brotherly Love
Moonstruck Quotes
Rose: “Do you love him, Loretta?”
Loretta: “Ma, I love him awful.”
Dear Alex,
Why is he so darn important to me?
It’s like he’s infiltrated my system!
Dear Friend,
I’m amazed at ways
That I feel about you
Having buried what
You’d stirred in me
Thinking we wouldn’t
Ever meet eye to eye
But when I turned back
You were looking at me
Which shocked composure
Aching to know you more
Every day the lure haunts
And seems to taunt need
Which is why I avoided
Intentions in first place
But I’d been ignoring
Something important
Thinking I could forget
If let hide deep inside
But without it
I’ve felt empty
Dear Friend,
“Nobody else can pull me out…”
But,
“Even if I’m on my own…”
Hot Potato
In the reeed agaaiiiinnn
Fi-nan-ces are on fi-yer!
Hee Hee HaHaHaHaHa!
Places We Belong
“When we find them, answers come.”
Westley & Buttercup: Movie Princess Bride
Westley: Hear this now: I will always come for you.
Buttercup: But how can you be sure?
Westley: This is true love-you think this happens every day?Westley: I told you I would always come for you. Why didn’t you wait for me?
Buttercup: Well…you were dead.
Westley: Death cannot stop true love. All it can do is delay it for a while.
Buttercup: i will never doubt again.
Westley: There will never be a need.
“Otherling Owl”
The Other Side
Sleep Token Is Brit Silver Certified – Congratulations!
Seeing Sleep Token Live
(Dark Signs – Sleep Token)
(Promise – HAEVN)
Missing Spoons
Where’ve they gone?
Must have scattered
Into the road at
The car accident
Or fallen out of bags
Navigating homeless
Phases of instability
And missed at prior
Temporary residences
When thought life was
Rebuilding and growing
But found the truth was
It had been undermined
By others’ rotting values
Giving Up
“A retraining option I have temporarily qualified for got put off by the advocator’s jury duty.
Legit.
Now he wants me to recreate all of the prep work we did before he disappeared for months and hand it to him, after I just asked him to help me pick up the scattered pieces due to my brain injury.
Not legit.
(Steam exuding from head…)
I cannot afford the diminished neuronic capacity to even care a literal whit further about this pursuit, anymore.”
Half Of Whole
How many times
Must I drag this
Bleeding broken
Haggard carcas
To the pyre’s fire
Burning into core
To regenerate only
Partial reclamation?
Dragon’s Cry
“Just let me fly, da** it!”
Last Years Of “Normal”
A college professor
Crossed boundaries
Exciting inclusions
Turned infiltrative
Wanted to hear
Trauma secrets
Insidious warp
Sexual power
In guise as
Counselor
Lidded eye
Distortions
Pushing agenda
Crumbled focus
Breaking spell
Compromised
Grasping key
Cut Bachelor’s
Couldn’t regain
Disrupted track
In reawakening
Poetic messages
Finding moments’
Simple interludes
Chance to succeed
Ending as bloomed
Base support
Underminded
Gross human
Unkindness
Anarchistic
Rebellions
Destroying
Good cause
In name of
“Freedom”
Attachment
Bonding
“Lovely Deer”
At The End Of The Day
“I am reminded that I should have done less; that I should have stopped sooner.
But I just keep pushing – until I’m dropping.”
Validation
“I obtained the permanent permit today.
Should I cry with relief, or anguish?”
“Wee!” – Improv Couple
Dear Friend,
They will try to dissuade us, but
If we believe we’ll always triumph
