“For freaking out and melting down.”
(Only functional atm card suddenly disappeared when need it)
“For freaking out and melting down.”
(Only functional atm card suddenly disappeared when need it)
The downgraded version let me see my posts in black background…nice and cozy, intimate, and personal.
I liked it how it was…
it was MINE.”
“To learn inconsequential, belabouring sh** that I was doing JUST fine NOT needing to KNOW!”
“Do you eat them lying on your back?”
“At technology – like a sailor.”
I made it.
Miss you.
Though the miles between us are weary, let my love launch and carry your legion to sail wherever it is that you need to be – and come back ’round to me soon, and safely.
“Typing on a laptop with WIFI at a service provider, trying to get a new phone to still get launched.”
“It’s as if the old gods are waking, and no one can stop this.”
“I am overcompensating for way too much.”
“Or strained brain injury?”
“Having to learn new patterns.”
Her weary body heavy with limbs barely coordinating, she tested her wings as flexing to ready for bearing load of another flight.
“It concerns me that my larger rings are tighter.”
“Is my phone like me?
A little janky now, but still tickin’?”
For clarity,
I have not needed to be in your and/or your familys’ sacred space, but you are all welcome in mine.
Love you all so much.
Hugs
Mom Athena
—
(Last message on a bath-soaked phone)
And then, her phone launched into the hot and steamy bath water.
My Love, there is no way that I am gonna hate you…
It’s anothr.chance for us to meet!”
“My floors are now all gray – instead of the warm brown of wood striping.
So I find myself drawn to red decorations – with a goldish type of amber chetoyancy.”
“Speaking about exhaustion’s pain, now, is beyond ridiculous.”
“Or Not.”
“I guess that I had wondered about what it would feel like to be part of ‘community…'”
“I no longer have a yard to just let my dogs out into, nor do I get to see my plants easily.”
“It just hurts when no choice”
“I am some place new, thrust out of my valued routines and into new elements.”
“I had to forcefully wrench myself out of my own home.”
“No ordinary love…
It was the kind that was so strong that it could even span across the great chasms of Chaos’ fantasms – and yet still, we would ever find each other, again.”
“You know that there’s no me comin’ back to you, now that I’ve caught trace of my ideal.
Problem is, apparently my ideal is enshrouded in silence.
That’s how I seem to keep picken’ and persuin’ them
But I think that maybe there has been a method to my madness, after all.
Maybe, long ago, my love and I were separated by such a spell.
And ever since then, I keep pausing and waiting, to see if he will emerge through a man who matches his energy.”
“What is remembered is near fantasy, if no direct connection.”
“I just need to lie down some more.”
“What’s Good is Good.”
First offense: “How-dare-you!”
Second offense: “Sa-cri-ledge!”
—
(Husky-voiced, demonic wrath)
“‘Take me back to Eden…'”
—
(Sleep Token reference)
“A sign read, ‘Mental Health And Jesus.’
I couldn’t help internally busting-out laughing at the myriad of implicated applications.”
“Are ya gonna run, again?” she asked him.
Listen to I’m Ok – 4.20.26.m4a by Candid Corvid Productions on #SoundCloud
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Why would you want me when I have become so broken, now?
“Slowly sifting through what I can see around me to gather essentials, repair a little while regaining bearings, and then launching to retraining.”
“And when I can’t keep my promises due to external circumstances, it tears me up inside.
But you can bet that I will circle ’round again to try and recover!”