I still shoulder and brave the world on my own.
Why?
Why am I like this?
Because if I gave away certain values, I could never atone…
I still shoulder and brave the world on my own.
Why?
Why am I like this?
Because if I gave away certain values, I could never atone…

Some itty-bitty ones, as well!
Zoom…


What I gave and wanted is all but lost.
The quest for it becomes easier if one turns inward to seek it.

My garden plants and I have an understanding:
None of use are perfect.
We try to grow and bloom.
And seasons are only temporary.
I’ve been dealing with others’ extremes for so long, that my own would seem readily manageable were it not for the daily variabilities due to nerve injuries.
Wee!

When the boom mic slips into the filming scene (upper center-right). I don’t even know what that was – or how it got there…!
“I don’t know how to get through this!” she blurted out, feeling desperate and confused.
His at rest, calm, and assured pressence replied, “You’ll find a way. You always do…”
When she couldn’t get far enough down the main road, she had to turn off and divert attentions again.
As some systems begin coming back on line, more pain and instability is encounteted.

Shedding the tendencies to desire mutuality is not easy.
Relaxation
“Come what may…”
To be unable to reach for and retrieve that which is mine is maddening.

Zoom…
That which pushes can get shoved back.

No matter how many times I slide right back down a hill, I get back up trudging and strategizing.
It is harrowing to be trying to keep animals alive and well when they are not well!
Having come so far and still working to overcome, it would be great to feel triumphant – rather than being bogged down by the grind of continuous struggle.


Tasks continue regenerating,
Challenges remain daunting,
Difficulties are compounding.
The difference is facing it, every day, no matter how crushing…
Even if the boat capsizes, one can work to flip it back over.
I don’t know how to actually resolve it under societal and life pressures that only shift, rather than relent.
I just keep revisiting personal goals, despite feeling energetically spent.
How do you feel safe among the crazed?
Is not always obvious.

Where are the real-life heroes?
Instead, the “wrong” men seek to prey, and the “right” men hide in piousness.

Urges us to acknowledge the determination, patience, discipline, and hard work we have put into our endeavors…
https://www.yahoo.com/lifestyle/understanding-meaning-344-angel-number-042455220.html
Complex neural networking.
Neural networking complex.
I love it when he does the “Yes!” clenching fist arm gesture after his force-wills tge ball into the hole.


I got to again see the gorgeous motorcycle that had tempted me awhile ago! Turns out it was custom cherry as I had thought, and a young, well-presenting man bought it for his food delivery job. I complimented his style in undertaking!