Author: Candid Corvid Productions
- Creative Creations for Clever Minds! -
“Third Eye”
Zoom…
(Wildflowers And Wild Horses – Lainey Wilson)
It Won’t Stop
At least before, I could go out and bring in my own money.
Calling It
I have no choice but to withdraw from most of my retraining courses.
Muddling About
I am not getting enough time and space to get really good at quality sound editing.
I am limited, at best, to posting captured hints of concepts.
“Kindly Drive”
By Athena Stairs
You don’t have to drive like a boop-boop
I’m pretty sure I’ve got my reasons, too
But I don’t see the need to swerve you off the road
If you can’t manage, please check your IQ
And I’m not sure that you should be operating a vehicle
Which has the capacity to instantly create manslaughter
Why don’t you just selectively take yourself off the driving meter
If you can’t regulate your internal computer!
“No Dandy Candy”
Hy-Po-Thal-A-Mus!
I name you thus!
Now stop making me so darn dizzy and dis-co-ord-i-nat-ing!!!
In Shambles
I dislike the chaotic mess in my kitchen, but if I attend to it, I won’t get to my coursework.
Antibiotics
So fun how their poisoning makes the trembling nerve misfiring worse!
(Saturn – SZA)
Meet And Greet
“I’m sorry…” he began by way of explaining.
“You should be,” she instantly retorted – then caught herself, flustered.
He smiled with gentle understanding. “I did not know that shared thought was under copyright.
“Well it is on my planet!” She spat, heart wounded.
Gaining Familiarity
What good to stick with classes if I cannot develop projects to better than minimal acceptability?!
Lost In Milieu
Sensory intake overstim whirls in conjuction with fighting compulsion of giving in to whatever messaging’s whim.
“Uncharted” Territory
I know what and how it all happened and am experiencing effects of the injuries, but it is difficult to gain others’ cooperation to look for and find what I “see.”
Denied To Me
I want to develop my movie script and finish my Bachelor’s degree.
Allied Champions
The queen still did not realize that she was a queen due to the spells that had been conjured tightly around her.
If I Can’t Have You
Is a dead-ending phrase.
Moth To Flame
I said it then and say again, “What gain to be drawn like the multitude launching hearts to become as cindered corpses?”
Dear Alex,
I have never been fully understood, nor accepted for my truth’s worth by a man.
These reactions – this sense of urgency which binds me to you must be my own responsibility.
Yet, everytime I try to pull away, I am called back to you, even though your actions hurt me.
What trick is this that led me to you – as if you were to be my answer?
(Lullaby – Wang Chung)
Open Heart Injury
Trying to grow up in society,
I learned vulnerability imposed
And, in fact, it should be exploited.
Having been targeted during COVID
(And beyond, if accurately tallied),
I find it difficult to trust others.
While I share my caring generously,
It is spread out to protect myself
So no one has ability to harm.
Where The Heart Grows
A blend of worlds is best at times, dreaming I was returning home along missed seaside.
It was a similar place with sweet sun-salt air, lightly misting low contour-peaked landmarks guarding lazy coves along a gently winding freeway.
I was so happy to be enacting our decision to return with newfound assurances that we would thrive because I could market myself well in a community-based vital economy, and there were great options for comfy housing.
The Event
She refused to look at him, though her heart pounded when the couple drew near.
For if she did not acknowledge him, she could not be asked to leave.
Word of the Day: Hypothalamus
Your hypothalamus, a structure deep in your brain, acts as your body’s smart control coordinating center. Its main function is to keep your body in a stable state called homeostasis. It does its job by directly influencing your autonomic nervous system or by managing hormones.
https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/body/22566-hypothalamus
Deeper Within
For as much as I am reaching out and overextending to keep and make more connections, I am retreating ever deeper inward, farther away from the Light.
Maybe the Light is actually comprised of darkness, combusting and regenerating, sparking its emittance at such a high rate that we do not see its core is the source.
“Have Fun”
The lady said as she signed off from our phone call, forgetting she was speaking to someone struggling to keep her family housed.
Mental Fatigue
Done with trying to accomplish.
Partner Pairing
I see a lot of bonding where relationships are sought as reinforcement for one’s “image” – or as they say “like attracts like.”
But in a way, I do not see the relevancy because this type of pairing can miss an essential truth if we are honest and pay attention to our selves.
We are always changing and growing.
Little Light
As she slipped and fumbled
To regain ground lost to her,
Demons grasped to prevent
Her escaping their influence.
Sabotaged
I am bardly hanging on to my retraining studies, and feel my tenuous grip slipping.
“Got A Thing For You…”
The Spins
Dizzyness akin to being flushed down a toilet and wondering where I’ll end up at out the other side.
Word Of The Day: Telomeres
Telomeres, the specific DNA–protein structures found at both ends of each chromosome, protect genome from nucleolytic degradation, unnecessary recombination, repair, and interchromosomal fusion. Telomeres therefore play a vital role in preserving the information in our genome.
Youth
Remembering when our hearts were open – oh wait: it was only mine.
(TATAR Warrior – The HU)
Earn power under the brave heavenly banner of ancestors ayee
Draw the sword and bow ayee
Striking sword, drawing bow, and shooting arrow we confront
In the fierce wilderness wind, they advance chanting uuhai
Through the cold weapons, battling with no fear of death
Forgo oneself with no regard for yourself
Warrior who sacrifices all his blood
Huuye Huuye Huuye Huuye
He is of wolf likeness and wolf attitude
If the enemy warrior’s chains intensify
Eeyaal
He never retreats even in they’re unstoppable and tough
The defender of the homeland
Huu Hoy Huu Hoy
Carrying Mongol in his heart
Sharp are his eyes
Composed is his face
Leading warrior in deadly battles
He is He is He
He is Tatar Warrior
Never kneeling courage
Tatar Warrior
Wolf that resists until the end
Never bowed his head down before anyone
Formidable as a steppe wolf
Huru huru under the limitless sky
Man with heart of gold who stands at blue Zel
He’s chosen by Khan Tengri
He’s a warrior of Blue Mongol
He’s a storm of courageous truth
He’s a hero made of bronze
Daring, dominant, wolf spirited is the Tatar Warrior
He is He is He
He is Tatar Warrior
Never kneeling courage
Tatar Warrior
Wolf that resists until the end
He’s a windstorm of the steppe
He’s a helmet of lightning Tengri
He’s loyal to the Khaan’s decree
His heart beats for Mongol
He’s exalted in victorious Tengri
He’s glorified in honor and dignity
He proved his loyalty
His name is immortalized in the history ooooh
(Musicmatch)
Where Doth My One Reside?
Howling once to the absent moon, she then disappeared around a boulder and slipped back into the darkened valley forest.
Careful Tread
She found it difficult to trust the one she had hired, for Man had been known to burn down even his own villages.
“Just Eat It!”
My youngling and I keep saving the last good bits of food for each other – but then, no one eats them! Thus, a new communication strategy…
(Welcome To The Machine – Pink Floyd)
Stepping Back
It is very difficult for me to allow someone other than myself to control the helm, for I have been the captain that I can count on.
It’s Easy To Fall
But can you fall gracefully?
Stacking
The losses keep piling, but I keep on striving to overcome and get ahead.
Maybe my teeth will fall out.
Maybe I will get gout.
But inside my head I will shout, “Get out of my way – these are my days to save!”
(Can’t Get It Out Of My Head – Electric Light Orchestra)
Dear Alex,
The reason I was sent in your direction must have been to ensure by further pain felt that I would be disuaded from ever trying again.
Come To Think Of It
I have been put to the test and have given my best, so maybe the rest of my life is for me.
For I did not have my efforts reciprocated, and I already gave to ensure others were happy.
Solitude
In these deeper mysteries questing
No one may journey except the self
Except those who recognize that
Heart’s creativity leads to wealth.
Dear Alex,
I had no title of elevation to offer you – except the tenants of love’s endurance.
