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Revisiting complex ancestry.

Some very important things can just become so snarled that one has to walk away from them.

But it is helpful for healing if pieces can be revisited and amended from time to time.

(Title alludes to the phrase)

It’s important that I allow what matters to my core identity to have front-and-center staging.

I am just going to have to push against barriers that try to counteract me, keeping my eye on the outcomes that I desire for my better positioning.

Three years on the mountain had taken her vitality like an old woman sucks with toothless gums on once-marrowed bones.

She had wanted him from those first days in school in the early 90’s.

Twenty years later, she got the opportunity to know him better, yet was cautious.

Then their paths diverted, and she always wondered about the mechanisms behind it all.

George Burns, John Denver, and Teri Garr.

(I used to look forward to George Burns’ next shows – and with one of my favorite childhood singers and Teri Garr, what a fun cast of the time!)

How is this to work in the Here and Now?

Adding finishing my Bachelor’s.

No moderation, but balancing…

We were ousted from another home due to yet another’s addiction, only to find that we could not find any replacememt housing.

This initiated a next-level sequence of events which kept pushing me further away from regaining solid ground, and subverted the creative-expressive person I had invested again to be.

Out in the sun scooping dog poo in my pleasant reveries this Sunday morning, in the bushes and trees next to me, a hummingbird began trilling.

As I return to the creative arts, happiness appears easily in moments of silly emitting and ease with what’s around me.

944 is an incredible message…it shows you that success and fulfillment are on the horizon. You simply need to prioritize yourself, your goals, and your spiritual growth.

https://www.alittlesparkofjoy.com/angel-number-944/#:~:text=The%20angel%20number%20944%20is%20an%20incredible%20message%20from%20your,goals%2C%20and%20your%20spiritual%20growth.

“Empedocles’ idea that the qualities of matter come from the relative proportions of each of the four elements entering into a thing.”

Wikipedia (haha!)

I am finding more beautiful-soul people.

Giving to the givers, rather than the takers.

Before, I always had to worry that everyone else could manage while I was away – which often gave a misread to my own sense of security.

If it’s a part of life’s requirements, then I will change the components so that I enjoy it.

I thought, ok – yeah, sure…

I know how to tecover from this.

But I did not realize it would be a longer journey.

This will be the first time in over 5 years that we have been able to decorate and celebrate.

Why did I dream about playing the guitar, when trying to do so would increase finger cramping?