Was it that you had not wanted me to see you?
Author: Candid Corvid Productions
- Creative Creations for Clever Minds! -
(The Working Hour – Tears For Fears)
Imma Ti-Ga!
(Panic On 5th Avenue – Triumvirat)
Social Battery
“Gary?!”
Corralling Dogs
I gotta go
You gotta stay
These are the rules
Outa my way
(Lady – STYX)
Love’s Nourishment
Still A Fav
Author’s Note
“My writings here might seem insignificant and/or cause reactions/judgements – and even sympathetic agreements…
But it is important to note that I usually do not speak this candidly out loud in public.
The filters are just too ingrained.
In fact, nearly every single entry has been a process whereby I have had to somehow circumvent one or another or a group of internalized self supression messages to allow myself to express.”
Imaginary Conversations
“How else can I get my needs met?”
(Honesty – Billy Joel)
To Clarify
“I am not saying that these things happening have been your fault.
But they have happened, and I have incurred damage.
How have things been from your point of view, on your side?
Is there damage that you need and would like my help to repair?”
Trials Of Valor & Virtue
“I do not like that my heart has been teased and tested.
This has confused my emotions, whereas I was clear from the very first day.
I now feel insecure, spun about, and misattached in pieces scattered about the foray.
It seems that distance is my best safety, and that there is now damage to be amended.
How do we fix this broken trust between us?”
Who Are They?
These many versions of you?
(Coasting – Deadmau5)
Kidding With Flattery
If I am valued for
My strong side and
The tender side of me
Does that make me
“Medium-rare?”
Years That Weigh Heavy
(Shut Up, Your Mine – SoviaHere)
You Have No Idea
I can be, but I’m not dainty.
Angry Tea
“I do not know how this happened, but when I went to pick up the phone charger from the floor, I found its lengths and the electric cord conjoin-locked in a death roll struggle by a past and now dried tea bag with its string tightly throttle-coiling.”
—
(I mean, how does that happen?!)
Bedside Table
“Don’t drink the witch hazel.”
Hon,
There is something that you need to know about me…
I am not dainty when I sneeze.
In fact, it can seem like I’ll bring the roof down on me!
Stand-In Room Only
“Yesterday, I went to the store to get two packages of my favorite blueberry muffins – procurred from the specific section where they always used to be.
And found upon returning hom – to my dismay – that the interlopers were not gluten-free!”
A Jester Gesture
My Phone
“Is about to shut off, again…”
We Do Not Vanish
“Caught Between Clarity And Blur”
“Until We Meet Again”
Soul Mates
(Until We Meet Again – Lisa Gerrard & Marcello De Francisci)
Human-Nature: Child Raises Eagle
You…
Come back here.
You Must Know That
I was pressed up against my window, again.
But “you” tilted your head as if denying, so it caused me to further hesitate.
And Now I Need To
(Don’t Touch Her [Eyes On Me]
Betta Love
Restless Hearts
When I think that I might have seen you, my insides won’t calm.
Trying to sleep here – without you by my side.
Tromping Feet
They roll over thunder
Slapping wood floors
Linoleum assertions
Of family atmosphere
Dearest,
My house used to look nice and my garden was well kept.
I like to think that you would have found my home cozy.
Maybe The Maw Consumes
“Because it likes my art when I lament.”
These Mortal Coils
Writhing spoils and toils
Never ending attempting
To destroy our innocence
As denying our due’s bliss
My Love,
Did you fall in love with the girl inside of this woman?
I can feel her struggling, trying to reclaim me.
How Did It Come To This?
“I believed, but others could not.”
(Eyes To Eyes – MISTER DEEP HOUSE)
Today Was Good
“With the dogs, though.”
I’m Not Freaking Out
I’m Not Freaking Out
I’m Not Freaking Out
I’m Not Freaking Out
I’m Not Freaking Out
I’m Not Freaking Out
I’m Not Freaking Out
I’m Not Freaking Out
I’m Not Freaking Out
I’m Not Freaking Out
I’m Not Freaking Out
I’m Not Freaking Out
I’m Not Freaking Out
I’m Not Freaking Out
I’m Not Freaking Out
I’m Not Freaking Out
I’m Not Freaking Out…
—
(Regarding having to move and not yet finding a suitable haven)
Yet, “His” Tones
“Had aspects of the uncanny.”
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