A needed treasure
Of immeasurable worth
For seasonable engagement.
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(Silent Love)
(Black Out Days – Phantogram)
(Eyes Wide Open – Gotye)
“Fool’s Gold”
It was hard to believe that she had been misled, again.
Only this time, with dreams so clear that they felt real and outlined specific things he said.
Look.
It is one thing to have fantasy desires.
We all need something to reach for – even if likely extremely farfetched.
But, she could not help but feel that she had been willfully goaded by the clarity of the messages.
That they did not reflect what he wanted publicly portrayed about him indicated a severe mismatch.
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(Leave A Trace – Chvrches)
(Crazy Love – Poco)
Overflow
Herbs for female and lymphatic systems released more into bogged irrigation, causing swollen tides of negative emotion blocked from returning to the ocean.
(Losing You – Ephixa And Laura Brehm)
(Fly On The Windscreen – Depeche Mode)
Despair
A thick sludge that
Tarnishes polished
Thoughts once nubile,
Now lacking resilience.
Deficit’s Advantage
She had been thinking there was something wrong with her because she felt so irrepressibly angry, frustrated, and hostile – without any positivity inside.
Then, she realized she was in the lull before the time when she would need pragmatism, so she had to face and process old negativity that had conglomerated.
10 Years Of Seven Lions: Chapter 3
(Only – Dirty – Nine Onch Nails)
(Wish – Nine Inch Nails) – The Best Angst, Ever!
Where I’ve Been
An intuituve must obtain supportive environments, else their brainwaves swim in others’ cacophany.
Word Of The Day: Entrainment
Entrainment is an important characteristic of interactions between brain rhythms and refers to the coupling of two independent oscillatory systems in such a way that their periods of oscillation become related by virtue of phase alignment (Cummins, 2009).
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Divergence
By this time of year, I would be back into music, exploring external expression, progressing in language, and learning new healing modalities.
(Damned If I Do – The Alan Parsons Project)
(Games People Play – The Alan Parson’s Project)
Little Time
Why is it that nearly
Every minute is filled
By struggling for survival
When society is advanced?
(Title play on words)
“Sunset Jellyfish”
Zoom to see its patterns!
Drizzle
Awoken earlier than preferred
But on time for doing errands,
A Friday to catch one’s breath
Must be utilized with diligence.
“The Thinker”
(The Wretched – Nine Inch Nails)
A Bad Feeling
She’d been tricked.
Thinking by behaviors around her that she was getting treatment by a woman turned into full-blown panic when a man walked into the room once she was undressed.
While he worked to depth some zones desperately needing help to relax, any form of actual enjoyment was replaced by survivalism.
The feeling taking over her awareness was horrid as the man kept making mouth noises, his stomach kept gurgling too loudly as if he were sick, and then his wet, squishy-sudden repeat farting releases wrecked the music’s soothing ambience.
Meanwhile, one of his hands would dissappear from her body and go off on its own prospectively unsavory wanderings throughout the session.
The indescreet-discreet “accidental” pressings of his male member against her side here or there made her mood even more distressed.
(Was it a parlor of “happy endings?!)
In hindsight, she ought to have stopped everything from the very beginning and walked away, thereby avoiding prevailing inner conflict plaguing her now – even days later – that some of what he’d done had actually benefitted her.
(Start Again – Seven Lions ft. Fiora)
(Worlds Apart – Seven Lions ft. Kerli)
10 Years Of Seven Lions: Chapter 2
“Fire Drake”
(Voodoo People – The Prodigy)
(Breathe – The Prodigy)
(Wrong – Depeche Mode)
(Lie To Me – Depeche Mode)
“Some Great Reward”
Christianity and other religions preach that living is suffering – and that we’ll get our “just rewards” when we pass on from this life.
But me?
I’m more of a “Heaven on Earth” kind of ascriber.
I do not need outdated belief systems as a crutch when what I need and love is right here, in this “reality.”
(No You Don’t – Pat Benatar)
To “Rest In My Skin”
Hypervigilance and repetetive stress response to fleeting stability again becoming unstable takes its toll on a fight or flight cortisol system.
Unable to choose “freeze” as an option due to need to keep moving, body auto-locks down against muscle movement because it wants to stop moving “for safety.”
I remember when the sensation first happened over ten years ago, and how hard I fought against it For if it had won then, I would not have been functional for my children.
It is very vexing to feel hunted and haunted by such a mechanism. I keep fighting to overcome it instead of it overwhelming me – because if I am “the carrier,” I must also be “the solution.”
11:55pm
Your angel number 1155 indicates that it is time to begin a new endeavour, new direction, or perhaps a new business venture. All of your hopes and dreams will come to fruition. Now, get ready for some wonderful changes in your life, and you’ll finally be able to rest in your own skin.
Angel Number 1155 Meaning – Symbolism & Spiritual Significance – iPublishing
(Came Back Haunted – Nine Inch Nails)
Flatlined
Energy is lagging. So is inspiration.
If honor it, it lets go. Identify “it.”
“Technicolor Freeway”
Retreat
Having given my all and more, data analysis points to going it alone.
Likely, I will have better quality of living without difficulty in gaining mutuality.
I am tired – quite literally – of wasting time on prospects that do not benefit me equally.
Blockages
Lymphatic sludge: memory chemicals trapped within vessels, recirculating.
Money owed by government agencies is trapped behind barriers, similarily.
Extra efforts needed to purge both systems into release take coordinating.
(Free And Weightless – Billy Howerdel)
Open Doors
Awaiting Invitation.
Where I Belong
I am called to be where few access, yet is the center of my universe and reason for my existence.
Dynamics
How to be in a relationship of heart, mind, and soul that fulfills and keeps things spicey?
A Vision
To have myself and beloved ones within a light so bright that all harmul darkness just melts away.
Building Trust
She learned early on that she was disposable. Non valuable. At the most, chattel.
She didn’t understand how people could not see the beauty inside one another and why they chose to indulge in sin.
Until she realized that humanity was plagued by a sickness, and distanced herself so that she could better understand it.
