
“Beauty”



Loving acceptance.
Truthful congruence.
Caring for the masses
Instead of such abuses.
When you think it’s guaranteed, don’t bet on it.
The more you reach to grab it, the more it evades.
It’s got to be seen as a side benefit – with only a casual glance noting its attainment.
For if you are really hungry and in need, something conspires to take away its dependability.
I am sick again.
Did I catch it from the client who returned from a trip where all their friends tested positive upon their return – but they did not?
Did I catch it from a friend whose coworker tested positive two days ago and they only now found out?
Is it just some other virus taking opportunity to invade because I have been overworked and stressed?
The point is, I had a full work day and weekend lined up to bring in extra needed funding, and now that’s all borked.
Because I have a conscience.
You get fired for having a conscience.
You are forced to move again because of your conscience for wanting to ensure the landlord is paid no matter others’ lack of conscience for firing you for having a conscience.
I had to cancel clients today to protect them. I have turned away sick clients to not spread any contagion.
Inconvenience resents conscience.
What makes others stand up for each other for having a conscience?
I could sure use this kind of support for protecting my fellow humans, rather than their punitive judgements causing them to turn against me.
In a society without conscience, there is little reward for the brave.
Love is like a drug that can elevate you no matter what is happening, promoting a type of lasting “high.”
When you no longer have a focal point for it, disconnecting from it can feel like heavy depression.
Here is not a bad place to step out from illusion. There, everywhere one turned had been crazy.
What worked for one person’s ambition in a certain scenario is not necessarily the right strategy for a person in a similar but different scenario – and she was not going to get her self mislabeled!



I try to forget, so am reminded by my tea leaf!
As patterns begin to repeat with places revisited, subconscious management begins recognizing where data is more relevant. Anxiety then tenuously relaxes as functionality increases at the right times and places.
I see her there, in her coat and gloves…
Walking her dogs.
She doesn’t realize how much she matters.

Zoom…





Do you see the three dragon heads blowing winds?





Zoom…



I pull into myself and retreat like a snail that got its eye stalks poked.
One would think there would be Choice in the matter.
She dreamed she guarded the younger woman from bullets with her own body.
What was it about protecting his interests that she just couldn’t let go?



One on upper right, one on lower left. Zoom.