Author: Candid Corvid Productions
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“Gangster”
I Thought You Were Gone
3 Day Countdown
It is extremely alarming (and hard to manage not over-reacting) to be unable to pay for my bills or housing.
Wishing I Could
The father in her dream told her forcefully that he was tired of her wasting time “playing injured'” and that she better start getting up at early every morning “like everybody else had to” and get back to work.
She got away from this confrontation, retreating to and locking him out of her bedroom, and fumbled with her phone for too long (dream delay imposed difficulties) to call her mother for supportive backup.
Then she began looking at ads and calling businesses where she could work so that she could move out and reclaim her non-toxuc independence.
As if this was a real option.
(Uuhai – Khar Khulz)
A Brace Against Pain
She knew that how we’ve been raised is to insist that the olders be included within a household for things of important merit, such as opening of presents.
But she also knew – apparently cutting edge – that when two families overlap, the youngers need to have a sense of their own reality’s independence.
Lavendar Water
Spritz!
Spritz!
Spritz!
And Regarding The Salts
“These are also supposed to be a bane for demons, so once again, combining sulfer and salts increases demonic immunity?!”
Regarding Epsom Salts
“The mixture also has sulfer in it.
So when we open our system up in a hot bath intending to draw out impurities and cleanse, are we also absorbing sulfer – which makes a nice home for demonic influences?”
Immediate Removal
“And why can I taste it after putting it on my hand – and why is this increasing facial-into-neck-into-chest ache-numbing?!”
Hey, Wait A Minute! 1% Silver Sulfadiazine Cream
“If we are mixing silver with sulfer and applying it to our skin, aren’t we increasing demonic immunity to warding off talismans?!”
Pierott’s Kiss
Red
In the Blue
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(Sleep Token reference)
(Embrasse Moi – VD, Bleue, Julien Van Doorne & Carla Roturier)
My Love, “Reach For Me” (Song)
By Athena Stairs, January 16, 2026
Why are you always hidin’ and runnin’
Can’t you see you’re the one I need
Baby you’ve been cryin’ confidin’
Come to me so we both can feed
Oh Baby I’m dyin’
You’re leavin’ me cryin’
And I don’t understand
But you won’t believe
Oh
Hey
Won’t you believe in me
I tried to make you see
That we were born to be
Why don’t you come and share your frustration?
Nothing’s perfect we’ve always seen
Pulling hair as we scream in vexation
God this world’s just filled with greed
Won’t you have faith in me?
Oh Baby can’t you see?
That you were made for me
No
Won’t you have faith in me?
Won’t you have faith in me?
Our love was meant to be
Have faith in me
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Later to add: expansive timing.
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I Want You
I don’t want to be
A bitter, stilted spinster
I want to love you with vigor
Movie 50 First Dates: In Our Dreams
Co-Existing In Chunk Land: Groundhog Stewardship
Baby,
Can we heal, together?
I love you so darn much.
“Tears Into Rain”
My Love,
Is the pursuit better
Than experiencing?
From The Beginning,
She could not remember
What she had said to him
Only that she had extended
What she thought obviously
To the point and deserved
By his art and heard heart
But he had seen right through
The mask she’d tried to present
In her efforts to support him
While not giving herself away
Movie: Guess Who’s Coming To Dinner – Joey’s Dad’s Speech Spoiler
Once Bitten
She had known that
Falling for him
Could do this to her
Which is why she had
Steered clear of the rapture
Everyone else fell into
Because once she loved
She committed with everything
And to not have it returned
In a way that felt mutual
By touch and communication
Was catastrophic for her
No,
She wasn’t doing ok.
Slow Death
She didn’t understand how men could just let something precious whither and die from lack of their active attendence.
Wherever She Went
Hope still flickered
But was unrewarded
Bantering At Anonymous Messages
“Listen, I can’t get emotionally strung out and strung along involved if my love is not actually here in my environment for me to be able to help with whatever the issue is.”
New Bruise
Falling gently backward against something at an odd angle placed irregularily.
Gen X Elementary School
“Realm Of The Winged Lion”
This Never Gets Old
(The Patient Demos By Blacklit Canopy)
Loony Tunes In My Childhood
(Wolf Totem – The HU)
(Be The One – Dua Lipa)
(Down To Earth – Flight Falacies ft. Sam Rockwell)
Repost from March 2023.
Insider Scoop For My Man
What I Want From My Man
Love’s Relegation
Every man that she had cared for in this life had turned love’s promise into a tease, a taunt, and a game of withdrawal’s withholding – resulting in her vulnerability’s eventual abandonment.
Whether close in person or half of a world away, they worshipped the chasm of distance to keep from expressing and experiencing her love’s healing, magical, and reinvigorating art.
Oh, they said they wanted it – sure….
But this was just to keep her giving them good attention while they left her hanging.
The worst part of this was that her heart, mind, and soul had been openly honest – but then were starved and whipped into a frenzy while she kept holding space for them, extending kindness and patience.
Eventually, she had to learn to protect herself from further injury, since not one would actually step up to claim her love and care for her, in return.
She’d had to close each door and exert her own resistance through distance.
But living without love had never been a good reason for any season in her belief system.
It created the feeling of living in barren wastelands.
Comfort
She needed direct, in person, essential exchange with him.
Parietal
Stuck compression.
Heartache
Ever since the concussion, she could not find comfort, and her heart would jolt her wide awake when in certain positions desperate for sleeping.
Gen X Senior Parties
Learning Lyrics In The 80’s
Movie Xanadu: Suddenly
Fresh Wounds
It tore her up to have to have limits with him, when all she wanted was to be able to give him everything.
End Of InTolerance
“No more at a distance relationships.”
(Door slam)
Asked Why I Am Angry
“Because a ghost is often cold comfort, and lack of reality makes a person think that they are out of their head – as well as the energy required to sustain faith in such situations drains reserves without replenishment’s biofeedback!”
(But it’s more like extreme and vexed frustration.)
