She was drawn to men who needed healing.
If only the exchange could be mutual.
Author: Candid Corvid Productions
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Burnt Silver n Gold
She reflected upon the glimmering longer hairs of her fur…how in the right light, reds, golds, and silvers presented a magical skein.
Normalcy,
How was this different?
Just another burden to bear.
Maybe with more eyes shifting and darting to protect against threats maybe or not there.
Psychic Parasites
She’d had a suspician, now proved true…
They were always looking for a way to get into you.
Rabid Growl
No one and nothing…
Delayed Reactiom
“These accidents have taken away my ability to do anything!”
(In her mind throwing objects at walls, doors, and windows while screamimg hellfire at them to break them down.)
Adrenal Flood
“I can’t live the way my life is, anymore.”
Groggy
“The first deep sleep I’ve had in what seems like forever, but at the end of it, I had to ramp up to fight against a menace.”
“The Gathering”
Progress
“Even if I can only do one or two things per day to advance my regaining stability, this is still valuable.”
Honey,
Perhaps you worry a little too much and could obtain better clarity by asking me about my prorities -?
Setbacks
“I haven’t been able to do most of my shoulder and hip restabilizing exercises since the concussion because when I try, doing them increases since then strained cephalic pressure.”
(Strong Enough – TENDER)
Our Love’s Messages
My Darling,
I needed standin substitutes for awhile, and became dependent upon them to help me find ways to bridge my way back to you.
I needed premise while in absence of knowing, and while I miss their assurances, I would rather get to have the truth of you.
(Clocks – Daydream Affiliate)
Algorithms
“I had to block further receiving of those relationship messages because some were getting dramatically and negatively manipulative.
(Violator – Depeche Mode, Full Album)
Fun Band Name
The Rugged Nuggets
Mr. Knightly Reveals His Love For Emma: Movie Emma 1996
The scenery, ambience, and connection are so beautiful.
(Hear Me Now – Jerro)
Mother & Child
(Close, like me and mine were)
(Need Somebody – Jerro)
Lack Of Impetus
There were things that she needed to do, but all of them were draining.
Gravity’s Well
She thought that she was getting up…but then, she wasn’t.
Nose To Ground
She was aware that she was aware, and that she needed to belong.
But she was also aware that when she was around others, she synced too easily into their wavelengths.
This was not something that she could allow to happen, arbitrarily…
(All – Snow Patrol)
Her Love For Him
Vows Of Eternity
Safety
Honor
Trust
Intimacy
Devotion
Protection
Support
Healing
Growth
…
(My Love, what would you add to these?)
Rain
Tears that fall for another.
My Love,
Come home. Let me catch you when you fall. We can figure out what it all means along the way.
Marilyn Monroe Performing “There’s No Business Like Show Business”
Sharing Kindness
(Aquarius/Let The Sunshine In – The Fifth Dimension)
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This always just scratches a happy itch for me.
“The One Thing”
(Cheri Cheri Lady – Modern Talking)
I’m Looking At What I Want: Movie Sabrina Bits
Movie “Moonstruck” Marriage Proposal
“Do you love him, Loretta?”
“Mom, I love him awful,” she replies, happily smitten.
“Ah, God that’s too bad…”
(‘Cause then men drive you crazy once they know it! Lol)
Captain’s Creed
She had to stay with the ship to protect the others, for it was never an option to abandon them.
Unsteady Stance
Her sea legs had gone missing.
Misalignment
Much like the prow of her ship from past collisions, her hip and shoulder were twisted from recent effort to swab the deck.
Absence Of Faith
She had to believe that just as the world kept turning, so too could circumstances shift – and undercurrents could still carry them to dry land.
She Felt Like A Failure
All she could do was try to manage the losses, which was a repeating theme that she could barely rally any more courage for.
Reflections In Crisis
She wished that he could be there for her and help her overcome these trials, but she had no flares – nor even faith that he would have seen them and come for her.
She had not allowed herself to rely on help from a man in these ways because it had been her experience that men these days would usually abdicate leadership responsibilities.
Even more though, however, she longed to feel his arms around her to be able to warm her bones with his heat and share comfort.
What Goood The Stars
When no longer any wind to steer the helm by?
Upwelling
Keeping panic at bay so that she could keep assessing for alternative currents to follow was becoming more difficult to navigate.
—
(Ocean terms…)
Floating Particles
She was pretty certain that she couldn’t even swim, anymore.
Going Down With The Ship
She had always had abilities to salvage it before, and had hoped that she could at least reach solid ground before it capsized.
Depleted Resources
It seemed that she had no other recourse, and it churned her stomach into knots.
Drastic Measures
She had begun to think of how to get the others launched on a “life boat,” for they would be able to go farther without her.
She Said,
“Tell me that you need me, want me, love me…”
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