Author: Candid Corvid Productions
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Conflict
Is the underlying need that
Of learning and growing?
(Ancient Dreams In A Modern Land – MARINA)
(Assassin – Sultan Shepard)
12 Strings
“I spent about an hour figuring out how to and working on tuning.”
Ooooo
“My super awesome instructor’s last help to me has been finding chords for my song, ‘King of Hearts.’
Maybe, just maybe, I can learn these chords on my ‘magic harp’ as a way to ‘break the ice’ between my Electro and me!”
New Love – Le Youth, Sultan + Shepard, & Panama Extended Mix)
The Ex
“How could he be there for everyone else, but not for me?
I don’t even really need to care, anymore.
I just don’t understand why I was branded negatable.
And maybe, it is better if I just avoid that whole thing.”
(Aquiver – Le Youth)
Still Up To Me
“There is nothing different available to me than what I have already been doing on my own to recover from the original car accident injuries.”
Off The Table
“The PA told me that basic concussions easily take 4-6 weeks for recovery, but can take much longer if more severe – especially if compounding prior brain injury.
Looks like I am in the latter category, as school and extra pursuits are no longer an option at present.”
Do It – Do It
Inner Light
Hug
The Gift
“On The Grid”
Why Do I?
Let’s discuss this
More in privacy
Over time
Together
Funny How
One moment can hold so much meaning
It causes defensive reaction misreading
A Moment’s Disbelief
Shock…
That’s what it was that covered everything.
And fear…
Because it mattered so much.
It meant so much to her for him to be there.
Was it real?
Was that really him?
And he was there for her?
She had to know – she had to know, first.
Because she didn’t want to assume.
She couldn’t dare to be mistaken.
Because she’d wanted it to be true.
More than anything.
Because I Do
“Maybe you should let it go…” he said.
But she refused.
“I’ll count the days…” she said, instead.
Karavinka Dance
(Oceanlab – Satellite, Seven Lions Remix)
(So This Is Love – Ilene Woods, The Voice Of Cinderella)
(Sh-Boom – The Chords)
Yeah…’Cause She’s Done
Stripped Synapses
It makes me very angry to be
Forced into taking medications
Because I no longer have buffers
(Black Out Days – Phantogram)
MAXED OUT
“How the heck – and why the heck would I even dare to dream about having a healthy relationship when everything around me is noise, pain, and chaos – and not one partner-zoned man has pulled weight in a relationship with me?!!!”
I Can’t Rest
“There is almost always a noise bashing, scraping, stomping, crashing…
How do I recover?
How do I not scream – insane?”
Then, She Realized
She used to stay longer and read in the bathroom
When under pressure from being undermined
Why Am I Here?
She was sitting in the bathroom
Just eating a crispy rice treat
Because her head hurt
By Design
She could only mean as much to him
As he would allow her to mean to him
Realizing this barrier made her
Want to scream Hell at Heaven
—
(Title of multiple references)
(Till I Find You Again – Kasemchart Am)
Dating Straight Men
Time’s Rust
Although she could see the problem, felt his need, and would give everything most gladly – he was going to have to be the one to bridge for them.
The lock must be unlocked for the game’s rewards to begin.
(Granite – Sleep Token)
Fragmenting
“But I Am…”
Terms
Uneasily, she turned away to hide her feelings as he began to approach her.
She didn’t like how people played games and inflicted the wrong kind of hurt.
The Strain
I can’t hold this on my own, anymore
I never have wanted & don’t want to
Just Stop
Do not tell me what
I should need or think
When you clearly do not
Know what is good for me
Caught Up In A Frenzy
She grabbed both sides of the front of his shirt, pressing against the heat of his chest with her forearms and hands clenched – rocking him slightly as his dense weight barely swayed from her subtle yet emphatic grappling.
“What are you to me?” she demanded fiercely, but quietly. “What can you – what are you willing to be?!”
Migraines
“Bring your demons to the fore.”
Signs & Signals
So used to masking that
I don’t show what I need
Behind The Scenes
“More feral, than lady-like…”
I Never Said…
“Love is always easy.”
MRI’s
“Over and over and over again…”
I Said..
Alone
We tell ourselves that
It’s better this way
Otherwise we
Wouldn’t survive
(Lost You – Vibfy)
She Passed
Her own tests.
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