“I no longer have a yard to just let my dogs out into, nor do I get to see my plants easily.”
Category: A Woman’s Plight
Change Isn’t Bad
“It just hurts when no choice”
And Now,
“I am some place new, thrust out of my valued routines and into new elements.”
Blood Loss
“I had to forcefully wrench myself out of my own home.”
Ours Was And Always Will Be
“No ordinary love…
It was the kind that was so strong that it could even span across the great chasms of Chaos’ fantasms – and yet still, we would ever find each other, again.”
Dear Alex,
“You know that there’s no me comin’ back to you, now that I’ve caught trace of my ideal.
Problem is, apparently my ideal is enshrouded in silence.
That’s how I seem to keep picken’ and persuin’ them
But I think that maybe there has been a method to my madness, after all.
Maybe, long ago, my love and I were separated by such a spell.
And ever since then, I keep pausing and waiting, to see if he will emerge through a man who matches his energy.”
(Baker Street – Gerry Rafferty)
We Must Be Braver than This
“What is remembered is near fantasy, if no direct connection.”
For A Minute
“I just need to lie down some more.”
Baby,
“‘Take me back to Eden…'”
—
(Sleep Token reference)
Cray-Cray
“Are ya gonna run, again?” she asked him.
Hon,
Why would you want me when I have become so broken, now?
Scattered Pieces
“Slowly sifting through what I can see around me to gather essentials, repair a little while regaining bearings, and then launching to retraining.”
My Word Is My Bond
“And when I can’t keep my promises due to external circumstances, it tears me up inside.
But you can bet that I will circle ’round again to try and recover!”
(Somewhere In Between – Forester)
The Last Hurrah!
As she at last loaded the final bag full of garbage and got it held down by old shelving into the ttailer, she stepped fully – both feet with a glorious, oockie-murked splashing – into the midnight-hidden thick puddle of storm water.
Trying To Get Up
“Aaaaaaaaauuugggghhh….
Char-ley Hor-sessssss!!!”
1 Hour
“Is all I get.”
My Love,
I am amazed at what I accomplished.
Sweet dreams.
Finally Out
“I’m hur-ting.”
(It’s A Beautiful Morning – The Rascals)
Where’s My
“COF-FEEE??!!!”
WHI-PISCHHHH!!!
“Get to work you la-cky!”
—
(Oh my Go* – the move that still won’t end even though I need to get to work and then get to retraining and got further behind becauss it stormed last night after my moving support finally arrived and so they couod only help me transport and set up the heavy garden fencing…)
Goodnight,
My cherished one.
Presence Of Mind
“Holding on to its tail…”
(Pretty Little Angel Eyes · Curtis Lee)
Baby,
Do you like being adored?
(Avalon – Roxy Music)
My Love,
I do not know what I can do to bring you closer to me.
But then, it isn’t up to me – is it?
Hugs
My Love,
I get an hour or so’s rest before I must continue…
Hugs.
All-Nighter
Pack and clean.
Repeat.
(Golden Restless Age – Kings Of Leon)
Honey,
Sometimes I get mad…
Because you have not been here in the flesh, helping me.
But I try to not take it personally.
Groan…
“Another migraine brewing.
Everything aches.
And I can’t think straight.”
Nobility
Today was the last day whereby she could attempt despite injuries to leave a final good impression in gratitude.
Baby,
I feel so tired…
I imagine you do, too.
I look forward to being with you.
Goodnight, Love.
(Fingerprint – Lane 8)
Dispersal
She could only take with her what she could carry emotionally.
Just Hold…
“Is that what I’m supposed to do?
Just keep holding ground…
No matter the slippage?”
“‘Won’t You Come?'”
“Tonight” (Song)
Listen to Tonight – Song 4.11.26 by Candid Corvid Productions on #SoundCloud
https://on.soundcloud.com/Bywg1K9i495puEcnVQ
Give Up The Game
And let me in.
—
(Sleep Token reference)
Dearest,
Please come be with me.
Remember I said we do not need perfection?
Grow with me.
Our gains will come with time.
Please don’t let any more seconds keep us from being with each other.
I miss you.
I need you.
I want to learn with you how to overcome our fears while we grow stronger together.
Hon,
I found a place to go to.
I am blessed with a new way to start.
Numbers And Type
“I don’t know for sure…
But when I just had a cat, things were different.
Now that I have dogs, they are more dependant.
But once they are walked, they will laze on the floor.
And the simplicity of this exchange makes me feel resentment when getting yowled at because a cat is bored.
Which then implies that the cat must also be ‘run.’
But getting his stroller in and out of the house is a real chore.”
Sweet Dreams,
My Darling.
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