“It makes me inordinately happy to see my ficus plants reaching for the light!”
Category: Expansion
(Beach Club Beats Galapagos – Peaceful K)
5:33 PM, Google AI Number Meaning
Seeing angel number 533 might indicate that you are at a point in your life where you need to embrace change, overcome your fears, and seek wisdom and growth. It’s a message to trust in your journey and allow yourself to evolve spiritually and personally.
(Control Is Not What We’re Meant To Be [Reprise] – Cory Peterson)
Preliminary
“Having family come live with me may help heal a wound that has still been in need, and also might provide a way to travel while maintaining semblance of stability.”
My Phase Of Life
“Making up for time taken from me or given away to others.”
(What Have You Done To Me? – Lane 8 ft. Arctic Lake)
Something In The Air
“We are beginning to experiment with alternative forms of communication.”
The Gauntlet
“Ok, Athena.
You wanna give up, and fold?
Or you wanna keep goin’ as long as you can and see if we can get us somewhere?”
(Talkin’ to myself, again)
Astrological Dictates
“I find them fascinatimg, and they can act as guides, but I suspect that their underlying purpose is to give us a place to launch from as we grow and expand capacities into creating our own destinies.”
(Fallen – Naji, Prod. Howle)
Progress
“The pain in my legs is excriciatingly unbearable since I’ve begun the new physical therapy exercises.
However, since the work causes stuck muscles to spasm even tighter, there is hope that it is safer to begin differentiating the scar tissued fibers.”
(Looking For – Sultan Shepard)
Layering
“Getting foundations for course progression secured as baseline for continuing to build business.”
(Caramel – Sleep Token)
Just released today!
The Gamble
She had known there were going to be gaps to overcome, but it didn’t help that they widened from people not following through.
Income-To-Debt Ratio
“Another client cancelled…I’m going to have to enstate a policy so my time is better valued.”
(Naama – Sultan + Shepherd ft. Nathan Nicholeson)
Onward
“To gain more education.”
(Melancholia – Lynnic & ItsArius, Live Set Part 2)
(Melancholia – Lynnic & ItsArius, Live Set Part 1)
Reactivation
My paperwork has been processed!
Home Base
How do I rebuild my resources to hold and maintain it?
(My House – Elderbrook)
Dormancy
As winter’s shroud
Settles over dreams
Blanketing them
With thick opacity
Roots germinate,
Forming purchase
To burst into light
Spring’s tendrils.
(Sleepwalking – Elderbrook)
(Minus the Sativa)
New Foundations
In order to have the space and “stability” to further develop my creativity, I must focus first upon gaining additional retraining and building a better structure for reclaiming my business in healing therapies.
Duality
Why do I crave “grounding” when I was born with “wings?”
Factors In Progression
Too much pressure on survival.
Having an insatiable curiosity.
Hunger for expansive learning.
Ambition to grow and progress.
The concern that I will miss “right timing.”
Multilevel triangulating.
Constant reorienting.
“Sounding” for intuition’s guidance.
Insecurity – “stability” is illusory.
Finding My Bearings
Still injured, I cannot just throw myself back into jobs that I could have taken on before the car accudent and just pushed through by sheer determination’s efforts.
Returning to offering healing therapies requires that I differently pace myself and offer services more strategically.
Being that I had to let go of my previous therapy client base while I figured out the scope and needs of my recovery plan, I now must identify new niches that I can serve sustainably.
And, from this last year’s experience with learning about my TBI, I know now that I can only tend to and progress on a few points of focus at any given time.
Which means that although I want to pursue more skills and certifications, I must choose my current short-term goals wisely.
Do I want to deepen and expand upon skills that I need to independently grow and flex in my own personal creativity’s expression?
(YES – Please God – YES!!!)
Or, do I shelf personal needs again to obtain more certifications to generate potential for additional income-making opportunities?
An issue is that “I’m dying here.”
My soul is starved and depleted from all of this life circumstantial hardship navigating.
In essence, do I take a kind of personal break while rebuilding my therapy business?
If I focus on nourishing my creativity while helping others, maybe I could restore my natural impetus’ energy.
And then, I might be on more solid footing to pursue further certifications?
Why is it so hard to allow myself to just take this time and invest in supporting my own needs, as well as the needs of others?
Good Foundations
Nourishing one’s self must be included in caring for others to also promote the self’s happiness, health, and thriving stablility.
A New Venue
I will be reaching out to help those who are struggling to help themselves and others.
The “Right” Track
Classes are about to begin, and I want to learn more about making electronic music and video editing.
The trouble is that when I am enrolled in classes, their timelines and rigid focus pull me hard away from flexibility to pursue where my instincts are guiding, as well as my time is sequestered away from further developing my own projects.
On one hand, it is difficult to focus while again on the verge of prospectively loosing housing and I am working on rebuilding my therapy business.
On the other hand, if I do not sign up, will I find comparable and more flexible course content on the internet?
Or will I be missing the chance to access comprehensive and much needed, timely guidance?
Should I just focus on Ableton and finish the one interview post production project still leftover from summer?
Yet, I have new song concepts requiring more assembly knowledge that I need to discover.
Aiming For The Stars
I need to obtain work that pays extremely well, allows me to easily pace my work flow, supports my continuing to grow my creative skills and talents, and that also gives time for me to spend with my family.
(Title play with words)
“Dear Void,”
(Some Day – Little Foot ft. Eirik Naess)
Ableton
I purchased lessons awhile ago and have the recordings.
How do I get from cleaning up wreckage to progressing in my projects?
Production
Currently limited to rebuilding clientele and managing pet health emergencies.
(Do You Hear Me – Ilkan Gunuc & Osman Altun)
Musical Influences
Appeal to and feed my senses.
Overcoming
I don’t fit into any molds, so I will keep striving onward.
5:55pm
Number 555, symbolises spiritual guidance and learning. It is associated with transition, freedom and independence. It helps you foresee and manifest your ideal life with singularly motivated actions.
(Broken Mirror – Elderbrook Hotel Room Session #24)
The Hidden Latch
Locks down as if there never was a key – nor ever will be – toward supporting my creativity flourishing.
Outer Limits
She figured that most peop)e
Craved fitting in’s acceptance,
But what she needed was support
While she challenged restrictions.
Great Achievements
It was easy to look around at other people
And marvel at how they had accomplished
The standard rote progression in careers
That led to their current succesful status
And to self disparage with chastisement
When comparing one’s innovative debris
Left in piles still needing categoric cleanup
After rockets have escaped gravy’s gripping
Callibrating propulsion to greater distances
Where most aim for thevmoon’s reliability.
Money, Fame, And Comfort
A Time For Everything
(Roll Me Away – Bob Seger)
Mobilizing
Trying to activate and propel forward.
