Category: Expansion
Declaration Of Independence
I want my life to be amazing and wonderful and full of financial security and stability – and I don’t want to be limited nor sabotaged by others’ fears and negative projections!
(And We Danced – The Hooters)
Raggedy Edge
She had survived on bravery to advocate for her children and community.
Now she had to use it to promote her self.
Keeping Pace
She knew there were many pieces, but tried to switch focus between them to push forward toward a larger view.
(A Matter Of Trust – Billy Joel)
Mastering Resistance
Visionary
What can I do and be: what can I see?
Free Fall
Crashing back down to earth, again.
Pushing Boundaries
I must, I must – in order to progress!
Generation
Burning internal fuel to keep momentum going.
Word Of The Day: Excelsis
“In the highest degree”
(Merrium-Webster dictionary)
Bible Verse – Matthew 7:7-8
New King James Version (NKJV) – “Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you.”
(Born To Be Blue – The Judds)
Shaking Out Feathers
If I must go slowly on land, how fast, how far, and how high can I fly?
(No More I Love You’s – Annie Lennox)
A New Industry
Trying to figure out my entry point.
(Rock And Roll All Night – KISS
2:55pm
The number 5 symbolizes change, transformation, adventure, individuality, and freedom. Together, [the number] 255 represents a time of significant changes and opportunities for growth and expansion.
https://www.astrology.com/numerology/angel-numbers/255-meaning
Here’s The Thing
When I am employed by others, I cannot be myself.
Therefore, I must again seek independent contracting.
The Brace Is Off!
Today will be the first day that I begin trying to function without the hip brace that gave a base of support for my injured spine.
(Laguna – Gierto)
Holding The Line
I have done it – carried us far, giving time for elements’ growth and rearranging.
(Nothin’ Sweeter – TobyMac)
Right Timing
With division of household as youngest “graduates,” our wolf will be returning to the human she has always loved the most.
A man and his wolf – as “God” intended from the beginning of time, itself.
(I Will Carry You – Ellie Holcomb)
Competance
When the youngest is ready to leave the nest, there need not be sense of devastation – but rather, a focusing upon their triumpha.
Open Hands
Why do I reach before
Something is yet there?
(Super Bass – Nicki Minaj)
Downslide
The procedure being put off for a couple more months at least lets me not incur further difficulties to brain functions.
Red Haze
Down to the wire
Sighted but short
If one stopped striving
Would stuggles abate?
(Everything – Kaskade)
(Street Of Madness – DROIDGLOW)
New Skill Sets
What I discovered was the brain injury.
Savoring
After the madness endured tbroughout Spring, she turned and leaned into her Bachelor’s studies, embracing knowledge and seeking word and concept meanings, delighting in how they interconnected and inexhaustibly lead her to explore further.
(One Of Them Gitls – Lee Brice)
Beast
My mountain wolf takes care of me
Burly-sleek, it’s pelt shines in the sun
When accidentally bumps concrete curb
It climbs up and over as if there isn’t one!
(Crack Cocaine – Billy Morrison, Ozzy Osbourne, and Steve Stevens)
Against The Odds
You know those video games where you leap from and onto shifting platforms trying to go forward and upward while things are being thrown at you to bonk you off and crash you down by gravity?
Yep.
That’s my life.
Leaping against and despite adversity.
(Run Away To Mars – Talk)
Fighting Ground
When insurance pulled its 3rd party exam sham to abruptly cut of my financial support, I knew any time for retraining was pushed to ending.
So I jumped into more classes than I should have due to my injuries in order to gather as many marketable skills to put under my belt as I could.
Being an optimist, even though I began flailing under the increased performance intensity of networking to keep our housing and increasing to four days of classes and travel, I hoped this could rebuild my functional capacities.
But “lo and behold” my “crashing and burning!”
Injury symptoms have drastically worsened and I have to drop classes to respond to my body’s warnings.
The hope in all of this is that since I fought and created room for the extra classes against external pressures, if I can hold this space I might still finish my certificate.
A New Therapy
It is becoming clear that despite my interest in joining societal employment, in order to do so I am being required to shelf my dreams and basically wipe my identity.
Instead, perhaps I will learn a new healing modality…
I must regain my independence.
Gaining Familiarity
What good to stick with classes if I cannot develop projects to better than minimal acceptability?!
Denied To Me
I want to develop my movie script and finish my Bachelor’s degree.
Come To Think Of It
I have been put to the test and have given my best, so maybe the rest of my life is for me.
For I did not have my efforts reciprocated, and I already gave to ensure others were happy.
The Eye
“How’s that tiny needle apurature snugging as you try to pass through it, mein camel?”
With Or Without
Degrees and certifications only point to source of true self.
“We Hold These Truths”
“To Be Self Evident.”
(Interpreting The Declaration Of Independence, alternatively)
Lost And Found
Having been smacked down again, as I pick myself up, my colors shift and other aspects return to surface that were too long buried.
Bird On A Wire
I pulled into and parked for awhile in a specialty warehouse’s administration lot to defrag my thoughts and nibble a bit on lunch.
They must have been glancing out from their window from time to time, wondering what I was doing there.
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