Category: Lone Wolf
She Passed
Her own tests.
Instinct
She was very good at sensing traps…
Fat lot of good it did her lying there
(As The World Falls Down – David Bowie, Movie Labyrinth)
Out Of Fuel
And she suddenly fell down hard onto the ground, landing in a jarring roll to a stop that splooshed-up puddles and clumps of moist, matted leaves that landed scattered unceremoniously around her now still body.
I Love You
(Beautiful World – Kid Icarus)
When She Woke
She was running again on four paws…
Running…
Just…
Running…
(I’m Still With You – Vibfy)
(Dust Layers – Mimicking Birds)
INFJ Lone Wolf
(I Tried – CloudNone & Kazukii)
Earth Magic
Dig down deep into the ground
Closing eyes so they may see
Old wounds still festering
Hiding truths of you and me
Let them bleed out by confessing
Without harm to our life’s legacy
We are not flawed nor broken and
Must allow ourselves to break free
From enchantments still denying
How we have always been worthy
And are designed for
Love’s greatest glory
ReIdentification
But they had not deserved what had happened to them – even though they could find plenty of fault in reviewing their own past “mistakes” and extreme behaviorisms enacted that had originally stemmed from source of good and worthy intentions, but had become corrupted over time by continued unrequitement.
So she gently-but-firmly held onto him, refusing to let him go until the spell was broken and their phasing could match – whether back into wolf, human, or some other form better for coinciding.
Defining The Object
She knew where it must have happened…
They had both given too muvh to past mates who had not wanted them, and other competitors had come along, taking advantage of their life bond’s power imbalances.
They had each been so open-hearted and invested that they had not realized their own vulnerability – and had been blasted by hits of betrayal.
Aggravation
The black wolf burst into growling, at once feeling the “threat” to their situation.
But rather than let him dig and burst out to attck the well-meaning healer, she grabbed onto him, aware that his scrabbling sharp claws and pierce-snapping jaws could at any moment turn against her.
Surprisingly, he didn’t attack her.
He at first fought against her arms restraining him – but then hearing her cries of pain as her wounds ripped and feeling her will’s determination that for some reason he must stay still in her arms, his aggression subsided into quiet, trembling panting.
She had realized something.
She and the wolf were caught in a duality polar opposites enchantment.
She determined that they would stay in the earth’s concealment, and be receptive to their curse being broken.
Elemental Healing
The younger woman realized that she must have found the place by how the environment suddenly went very still and silent, as if everything were listening and guarding.
“Still as a tomb” – that was the feeling.
She realized that something different was needed here than she had originally thought and intended.
Deeper earth magic…
Deeper healing.
Above Ground
There was a younger woman looking for her, reading the signs, wanting to find and help her as she checked mounds of leaves to try to identify the tree for where she should begin digging.
But while she appreciated the love and healing that could be shared and provided by this younger one, she willed that for once just leave her there and buried.
She was hurt and tired with her youth’s luster pounded out of her.
She quieted her heart’s beating, willing her cell energy to slow, mask, and blend with the earth’s conduits.
Let her fuse with the elements.
Perhaps they would be her redeeming.
She couldn’t bear the heaviness and pain anymore of trying to work against gravity.
So let her soul become heavy…
Heavy as stone.
Buried, Alive
She didn’t understand how the black wolf had found her, but since she had been phasing between forms as she ran to ground, she must have left trace trails everywhere.
How she fashioned her thought creations must be like dropping formed petals of hopes and desires along breezy trails that got swept up by little gusts of wind and carried off floating until they landed, fluttering for others to find or miss along their own paths’ travels.
And it was getting colder now as the seasons shifted rapidly from bright leaves falling as their energy spiraled down into winter’s underground dreaming.
He seemed to be asleep, resting against her back, his strength’s heat keeping her system shock shivering down to a minimum.
So she carefully turned, hoping to not wake him, and breathed in his warmth more fully, nestling her face into his long scruff that smelled of green grass, sheltering earth, and the spicey hint of forest detritus that releases into the air as it gets crunched underfoot.
Daring further, she brought her arms up to protect her chest with hands under her chin and tentatively extended her fingers to feel and gently brush the nape of his glossy jet fur.
He was still there with her, but she didn’t know why.
If he were a man, would he welcome her into his arms and protect her like this?
She imagined her head resting upon her mate’s chest, listenimg to his heartbeat, as their arms wrapped around each other like the roots of trees, securing.
(Just Breathe – Jeremy Zucker & Chelsea Cutler)
Pack Protection
Black Wolf
Having retreated back into her human form in desperation to stop injury’s pinging, she could not understand his language nor intuit what he wanted from her.
He stood there stiff-legged with hackles flared, growling at her and asserting his will – but when he realized that she couldn’t “hear” him in human form, his anger shifted into deep irritation and the intensity in his eyes began softening.
His aggressive direction backed down as he searched the perimeter with eyes, ears, and nose sensing and turned his side to her to indicate that he was there to protect her.
She carefully reached out and touched his thick and now smoothing luxurious fur, finding his warmth and comfort radiating out toward her as he accepted the gesture.
And when she laid down to rest again among the thickly piled fall leaves, he padded around her a couple of times – then curled his back up against her’s to provide needed support and keep watch as the night vigil’s guard for her.
What?
“What do you want?”
(Heart racing and confused)
Heart–Wake
She was dozing, trying the fall asleep, when suddenly directly in front of her a huge black wolf snarl-lunged as it loudly barked with challenging admonishment toward and back away from her face with jaws wide open baring fangs to make sure that it had captured her attention while directly staring into her eyes.
Her heart and body jumped, startling her awake from this sudden vision.
(Breathe Slowly – FoldingSky)
Running To Ground
Digging.
She was digging
Fast.
Deep.
More – Dig More.
Faster.
Faster.
Now Dive.
Burrow.
Burrow Deep.
Dig Into Roots.
Backfill.
Backfill.
Backfill.
Pant.
Shake.
Quiver.
Be Still.
Be Still.
Be Still.
Exposure
She couldn’t overextend, anymore.
Not without protection from her mate.
Going Feral
She began avoiding the others, reversing course when she came upon bustling activity.
Realizing that she now had a reactive suddenly-scared-as-starled-effect response from the new head trauma, she vowed that if that male who’d gotten too close to her today tried anything, she would rip him into shreds to prove that she was not so easily taken advantage of.
Lone Wolf Empaths
(Lover, Please Stay – Nothing But Thieves)
Wherever I Roam
She dreamed of his
Tender love carress
The hot sting of his
Claiming scruff bite
And snuggling together
Protected by den’s safety
Remedy
When one is injured
Healing advances
By shared receiving
And giving of love
In The Dark
She sent out a low howl, testing as sounding, trying to figure out what had changed in her environment while scenting for where he could be – and if he needed her.
Inner Conflict
Self-isolating has been key to survival by staying light on one’s feet and less trackable.
To love leaves marks and imprints, tracing stories upon the firmament.
Yet without love life is empty – lacking meat’s sustenance.
Cloak & Shield
Sometimes she changed word tense and phrasing to hide her location in order to mix up signals and protect her destination.
(Fighting For Me · Riley Clemmons)
Guardians
A Mated Pair
(Keep Feeling Like This – Chris Savor & Jason Uechi)
Under Cover
She didn’t want attention from other males.
She just wanted the bond with her mate.
—
(Title of multiple meanings)
(Someone You Loved – Lewis Capaldi)
Bone Tired
They speak of love
In certain language
Which implies it is
Perhaps replaceable
But, no, it is specific
The right match fits
In ways that make
One’s spirit access
Primary potentials
Without its blessing
Twitch itching bones
Barely Holding On
She’d been afraid of this
His presence promised
That at summer’s end
She’d have his comfort
But instead fall rushed
Hurtling toward winter
Where cold saps bones
Sucking delicate dreams
From marrow as atones
Believing in saving grace
From love’s healing balm
On Her Own, Again
She was afraid to howl for him, flinching at the implied sting of rejection.
(First Memories – Lowx)
Faded Tracks
She went back to the area, but that had not been her usual place. And he was gone, long gone. Vanished without a trace.
Silver Pride
Maybe it wasn’t about aging, but about the trials she’d endured and the respect she was due for them.
Pupling
“Nyeeer-rooom!” stomp-running down wooden reverberations hall to smack into whatever still object (hopefully soft) with an “Oomph!” and giggle, followed by a mirthfully satisfied, yet downplayed, gleefully settled “Hi.”
Blood Ties
Being around her thriving family began making her blood seek ways for healing.
Mothering
She would do her best to ensure that they felt safe in their new homeland.
