Category: Male Bonding
Molecular Chemistry
It was neither of their fault (just a valid misinterpretation) that upon first meeting their chemicals combined to create interdimensional fissions – blasting them far apart from each other, accidentally chastised in the confusion.
(Say The Word – Lane 8)
“Baby” Steps
“My love, are we ‘in this together to win this?’
Because from my point of view, our souls are pretty invested in our having success.
If you also believe this to be true, how do we overcome our shyness?”
You Make Me Believe
She’d had to allow the corruption to become a part of her in order to survive, neutralizing and owning it while bound to its puppet strings.
He’d met her there in the darkness – had called out to bridge with love’s intention, awakening the passion she’d held under tight leash as it ignited her need to embrace him.
But when she saw him suddenly in person in a brief glance shared that none before could ever compare, her hidden innocence suddenly recognized his hidden innocence – and two pairs of wide blue eyes starled back to their cores in a flash of white gold brilliance.
Transformed into unicorns and both confused by their suddenly repairing souls’ clammoring to take this union seriously, their high spirits kicked up heels in overwhelm – and tossing heads fled to opposite directions for safe distance.
Hearts On The Run
How can it be that where truth resides I am very shy?
Why do I still wear these glasses that poke near my eye?
With all of our life experiences why did we both run?
Bolting opposite directions instead of toward the sun?
Finding Love In A Friend
She came upon a singing class practicing low pressure, cozy outdoor performances in a little cafe outer nook with supportive atmosphere.
He was there, phasing in and out of his younger to now form and they linked somehow at distance.
Both extremely shy in person, their nerves became more secure over time during the practice as when one would look toward the other the other would receive and give back just a tiny bit more.
“Yes…hello…I’m here…I like you,” careful yet clear signaling throughout the session passed between them.
Toward the end of the class, she sang a little over the recording, just trying to get the words smooth and right, and then he followed, lightly playing with stretching tones upward.
By the end of his song, she felt some slight confidance inside bloom where she never had before – and got reinforcement from his glance lingering in her direction that he felt the same, too.
Her heartbeat quickened as the class began to end because she felt the first sense of real hope that he would want to spend time with her – and that maybe their connection would grow and become something that they both could keep, instead of something shallow that often quickly ends.
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(Last of last night’s dreams)
(I Can’t Get No [Satisfaction] – DEVO)
Back To Basics
(Shadow Puppets – Tor Dietrichs)
Back To
“Versions of you.”
(Girl U Want – DEVO)
Sealed Doors
I know that I cannot sway
Where I still have no say
But I can assert my way
Where living breathe it
Cold Feet
Come get warm by the fire
Reignite the desire pedaling
Across many miles’ searching
(Talk – Bob Moses)
(Stay Still, A Little While – Lane 8 ft. Jyll)
(Cold – Crossfade)
Considering
“Congruent patterns that worked well, in the first place.”
(In Reverse – Daydream Affiliate)
Gimmee Some Sugar, Baby
(Miss You – The Rolling Stones)
Dear Friend,
“Someday, we may speak privately.
I have no desire to be public except to use this as a means to stay in contact with you.”
Dear Friend,
“Are we both so fragile that we need each other’s presence kept at a safe distance?
What happened to the bravery that has carried us so far to this point?
Barely holding on, I think.
We are still barely holding on.
And the lie is that we are better off, more protected if we stay in our own known quadtants – rather than leaping to risk and allowing ourselves to make a mess of it all for creating a new and better shared existence.
Oh yes, it’s going to take work.
And oh yes, we are going to feel very afraid at times and disiriented.
But we’d have each other – do you hear me clearly?
We’d have each other to build trust with and learn how we can rely on each other in true partnership.”
Tethered Anchor
I will bind my pain to yours and
Pull you to the other side with it
Is It Not Enough?
That we have suffered
And survived suffering
And continue surviving?
(Telomeres – Sleep Token)
The Wall Between Us
One night, she delayed her shower and entered the darklit dream world earlier than usual in a desperate attempt to flee the concussion’s pain.
Yet because she was ahead of schedule, as she came upon the veil’s wall that she usually tried to nightly climb in hopes of catching glimpses of him wherever he could be, she came upon his ladder – still leaning against the wall on her side from where he had crossed over to watch her from a closer distance.
(It Doesn’t Matter – Depeche Mode)
In Jest
The night shirt that she sometimes wore shaped her chest as in Greecian times, puffed out below, and then cinched inward at her wauit in a kind of elegant flump.
She could not help but tease to him that she looked as graceful as a black flan – or perhaps a wrinkly-lined fig fruit- knowing that the images thereby imprinted upon his mind were like playful record scratches.”
(Carrying Your Love With Me – George Straight)
Lift Me Up!
(I Run To You – MISSIO)
We Weren’t Ready
“But what makes us ready?
Surely – do not say that it’s more time!”
Was I Better?
As our projection mirroring reflection
But need for self mastery dominated?
I ask because I, too, reacted yet
We’ve been deceived by the ruse
Me & The Void
Queen Of Athens
Nervous Beginnings
Will our inhibitions keep us stuck in a rut?
What right do they have to mess with us?
Is this what it means by leaping in faith?
But what if we’re frozen stiff at the gate?
How do we propel ourselves into momentum?
Does speaking in code assure of same intentions?
I know desire to kiss you coaxes temptation
But is your approval implied by arrival’s attestation?
If reached out my hand, would you offer yours, too?
If counted one to three, would we crash into
Each other, bonk heads, then laugh all jittery?
I’d like to be smooth, yet awkward is temporary
My Feelings
Fault Lines
When a healer warrior woman
Is paired with a male human
That relationship develops conflict
If her power is seen as threatening
—-
(Title of multiple meanings)
(Where The Heart Is – HAEVN)
And Just Maybe,
He could be the one to take away the pain and let her heart go quiet.
You See,
Any man that she had loved had discarded and/or had blamed her for their sufferings – so regardless of their claims’ lack of validity, she was haunted by the idea that somehow her love was tainted by some sort of poisoning.
No,
“It’s not about money.”
(You Never Give Me Your Money – The Beatles)
Blanched
“Of course I recoiled when I saw you.
You can’t just walk into my scene and expect me to be able to control myself without any warning when I am already fraying at the seams!
Are you here to help me, or just to tease and torment by your leaving?
You make me want to get my hands on you and show you some things about manners!
Then, you wouldn’t be leaving…”
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(Title & content of multiple meanings)
The Breaking Point
“You know – it takes a lot of strength to maintain my composure and not throw myself upon you – and I just don’t have the muscle strength nor pain tolerance to keep up with these ‘playing it cool’ reservations!”
Holding Space
She always retracted when he came into a room.
He thought that meant she didn’t like him.
But it was because she was so attracted.
It was complicated.
She didn’t want to harm or alter him or his course in any way.
She respected and yet needed him too much.
She would require him to include her in everything.
She couldn’t hold her love back with any measure of balance – and feared its affect upon him.
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(Title of multiple meanings)
(Back To Friends – Sombr)
Ghosts In The Machine
I feel you there
Waiting, watching
But you are not here
As delaying, debating
Don’t you know?
I want to be altered
Forced to ignore you
My steps falter
