“I have figured out ways to descrease ankle edema swelling.”
Category: Reclamation
(The Line – Twenty One Pilots, From Arcane Season 2)
Repost from December 14, 2024
To Become Whole (Sleep Token Clip)
Flex
Something’s
Reactivating
Unwrapping
Fascial
Torsion
Hey!
“My toes can grip again!”
“Regeneration”
Innervating
There is this crazy red mottling
Covering my entire quadraceps
I hope this is good news
Meaning next recovering
Facing Angst
“A deep dive into the subject will either enrage or purge me.”
Response
“Although I weigh more now, I think some of the puffyness is subsiding – almost 2 years later.”
(Waiting On The World – Bob Moses)
Whiplash
“My struts are screaming
I don’t know what I did or
If it’s from increased load
But I must say this means
That I am getting better
Otherwise – I’m fu**ed.”
Returned To Me
“The wonderful gym assistant found my black velvet bag with clothes and shoes in it for me!”
Anticipation
When odds are stacked
At last in the right favor
Potential cracks barriers
For intention to proceed
(Freedom – Seb Wery)
Knowledge
“Gives me access to the universe.”
I Don’t Know How
“But my understanding of my healing therapies has evolved to a next level.”
(Take Me Back To Eden – Sleep Token, Live Bei Rock Im Park 6/7/25)
Mirror-Mirror
As his hand emerged
From his into her side
She pulled him through
(All I Need – Forester)
Permutation
Separating truth from lies
That society has skewed
(Castle – Haven Madison)
Balance
“In pushing to make headway, I must ensure there is room for my own expansion.”
(We Are All We Need – Above & Beyond, Continuous Mix)
An Argument For Living: Look To Windward Excerpts By Iain M. Banks
The point is: what happens in heaven?’
‘Unknowable wonderfulness?’
‘Nonsense. The answer is nothing. Nothing can happen because if something happens, in fact if something can happen, then it doesn’t represent eternity. Our lives are about development, mutation and the possibility of change; that is almost a definition of what life is: change.’
‘If you disable change, if you effectively stop time, if you prevent the possibility of the alteration of an individual’s circumstances – and that must include at least the possibility that they alter for the worse – then you don’t have life after death; you just have death.
Iain M. Banks, Look to Windward (Culture, #7)
Getting Back Into Alignment
“Attempting to heal these injuries has been difficult due to loosened, twisted, and adhesed connections.
My best hope for recovery seems to be time, unraveling locked down torque ateas, and remobilizing.”
Guarding Time
“The medical visit must wait if I’m to get to have time today for gardening.”
Resolve
Like A Stick Shift
“I keep trying to get my hip to unstick.”
Contraction-Expansion
“Only extending so far, inching forward, then reaching again.”
Bare Minimum
“I am figuring out what this can be.”
(Latitudes – Jerical)
Momentum
“Propulsion without steam.”
(Moving – Love Regenerator, Eli Brown, Calvin Harris)
Breaking Through
“Finally, enough pieces came together to where I was able to create a mapping of patterns and finish a project that had been eluding me to shake down fruit for finances.”
(Aqua Regia – Sleep Token)
Repost from February 2023.
Assurity
I never dated because
My trust was betrayed
And childhood abuses
Easily repeat lineages
So I made sure no men
Would impact our base
Ensuring safe journeying
As kids grew to maturity
Tea
“It turned out to taste too burnt and feel harsh on my system. Back to my coffee.”
Aiming Well
“It seems that I may have been appointed!”
(Falling Into You – Lynnic)
Progress
“I might have a part time job, and my office situation is restabilized.”
Money
When I wake up
And feel the hit
Coming at me like
A smack from God
I realize that the only
Solid issue is finance
If I have money then
All else can be stable
So that’s the goal
The focus of hack
Redo my marketing
Get out and make it
Then other worries
Really have no basis
(The Other Side Of Life – Moody Blues)
Repost from February 9, 2023.
Creaking Woodwork
“Before I woke up, I was walking on a stage.
A last missed piece to reclaiming my puzzle.
It would be so easy to just slip my hand into that glove again, under right circumstances.
Will I ever step upon one with legs stable?”
—
(Title ref to state of legs and sound of stage)
Jasmine Tea
I think I’ve avoided drinking it
Although bought tin canisters
Because one I once loved
Claimed it as his favorite
I remember at our beginning
Motorcycle rides to freedom
Flying like hawks in the wind
Naturally gliding glued to him
Perfection’s bliss in our kiss and
Hope’s rebirth in a life together
But innocence fades quickly
When fear grabs and blinds
One who once gave trust
Leaving the other behind
Forever alone in shadows
Clinging to lost memories
Yet this flowered cloying tea
Gives happiness nonetheless
Even if initially I must address
Associations filled with regret
Holding a cup’s heat in hands
Sipping warm sense of home
As I try to define from past
What I can still call my own
Brain Stim
“Tomorrow, I begin exploring a replacement to my daily creamy coffee to see if I can gain an edge on inflammation, yet still help my brain functioning.”
Cupping
“I am beginning to target zones to see if I can reactivate and smooth what looks like adipose tissue – but is really zones of trauma to fascia from the accident.”
Good Pain
There’s the type of impact
That continues damaging
Years after abandonment
And there’s the type
That pushes forcefully
To dislodge an arrow tip
So that the wounded
Can bleed freely for
Cleansing recovery
It Shifted!
Not only had her hip been torn, but she could feel that it had been jammed, stuck and twisted deep into the wrong position, which made every step’s pressure unpredictably and randomly excruciating.
But this evening when laying on her side, weight against that side, she let that leg stretch-slide down just so – and felt a pain-pinching, suction-schlurp shifting in the joint system, as if the joint head were at last repositioning!
Transformation
Digging deep
Into mystery
Sifting sands’
Hidden gems
As what was
Evolves into
Something
Even better
Than desires
Could aapire.
