Category: Reclamation
(Sex – The 1975, Piano Cover By Leo Faulkner)
My Own Council
I went to an event this evenung
I did not need or want anything
Except for music’s lovely journey &
Good company of a dear girl friend
Wolf & Sheep Family
Honoring My Word
I highly value doing
What I say I will do
Happy
“Looking in the mirror while prepping for evening activity, I see myself wearily – but happily – smiling to my self in the mirror.
I have not enjoyed these injuries stopping my abilities to ‘do my thing.’
I don’t know how I’m gonna.
But, I’m gonna!”
Phrase Of The Day: “Fu** It!”
“When you have been injured and thrown down into a hole so deep that all you can try to do is dig your way out sideways with a spoon!”
(See 2002’s movie partial reference, “The Count of Monte Cristo”)
It’s Official
“I am back in business – though at very low hours and little income as I work to fulfill prior prepaid package sessions.
I’m just going to have to strategize around all of these injuries!”
For Love, Itself
Love Language
Caring For Each Other
“Rapture”
(Kiss Me Now – Pierce The Veil)
Like A Boss
“I received a phone call from a new, prospective client today.
I am taking it as a sign to get back into the race despite my injuries.
Yes, I know I might hurt myself – but I can try to not overstrain.
If I don’t at least try, then how can I regain?”
The Pledge
Not only for you can I change,
But for every moment together
(Tuned To You – Cesar Barragan)
(Anywhere With You · Mat Kearney)
(Neon Dusk – Faller Music Remix)
Brief Connection
At The Alter
An older and younger woman
Unpressured, face each other
And I am the middle phase
Walking down this pathway
It’s time I pull myself together
Only so far fragmenting leads
Too many directions pulling at me
Where love unreturned continues
“My Future & You”
(Come Be Alright – The Brian Scott Musical Experience)
This Broke Me Into Tears: Dolphins During COVID Lockdown
Silent Battles
(The Doorway – RocketBass Music)
Dearest,
(Love Like Fireflies · Jumpwood)
Saying “I Love You,” First
Struts
“After attempting more cleaning yesterday and then resting, getting up in the middle of the night finds me feeling a “V” shape of vector pain tip upward into arches of my feet into bottom of inner ankle – especially left where I put more weight.
This is from flexing while vacuuming and mopping slowly and carefully in a hunch-slump to protect my neck and distribute force across shoulder, hip, and back joints without over-engaging arms and legs.
So, basically, I pivot-rocked much over my feet, which were originally blasted in the car accident from pressing hard against brake and foot rest when the other car’s firce went through my body and legs from back to front of me out my feet, etc.
My feet have been “rolling” and phillage bone tendons turning on and off randomly when walking since then – which when combined with leg and above muscles and joints doing the same thing, makes walking a wholey different glide-managing-not-to-stumble mix-matched conundrum ride.
But this “V” sharp pain with numb throbbing distribution, though painful and weird-feeling, is new – suggesting that my arch curve tensility is at last beginning to redefine itself!”
