“Doing what I do, again.”
Category: Reclamation
“Trinity”
Finding The Right Person
(The Way Home To You – Viviana Belle Rey & Garrett, 1940s Jazz Duet, Romantic Ballad)
Their Harmonies!
YAASS!
This Is
“What I’m Offering.”
Mutual Selection
Infinity
Ying & Yang
Continuity
In Motion
—
(Symbolism)
(The Intro – xx, Long Version)
Demon Seeds
Inner Light
(I/Y – Lane 8 & Yotto)
Care Of A Woman’s Heart
Emersion – Animated Short Film
(Mr. Sandman – The Chordettes)
Boo
“Yah!”
I CAN
“DO THIS.”
(nerves quiver)
Do It Do It (Like Me – Nikita The Wicked)
Ok…
“I gotta go do things.”
“Wait”
A simple request.
So she could catch her breath.
And process.
Just for a few minutes.
Let her finish the task and then recallibrate.
It had not meant “no.”
Ah – Gods No!
It had not meant that.
Never. Ever. That.
Lesson learned…
They were going to have to thoroughly down-to-finite-details work on redefining their communication together.
Because a “stop” did not mean don’t “go.”
Fear did not mean conclusion’s door.
And God Da** It – Why wouldn’t he believe her?!
She wasn’t the same as any prior programming.
She was a manifested glitch in the system – designed to glide through too long breakage to help with the mending.
(Sentinels – The Midnight, Instrumental)
Emotional Thoughts
(Is Your Love Strong Enough – Bryan Ferry, From Movie “Legend”)
Repost from October 2021
Hacking Life Stress
(Straight From The Heart – Bryan Adams)
(Back In The Saddle – Aerosmith)
Networking
“I’m back in the saddle, again!”
Mindful Presence
This One Got Me
(Sex – The 1975, Piano Cover By Leo Faulkner)
My Own Council
I went to an event this evenung
I did not need or want anything
Except for music’s lovely journey &
Good company of a dear girl friend
Wolf & Sheep Family
Honoring My Word
I highly value doing
What I say I will do
Happy
“Looking in the mirror while prepping for evening activity, I see myself wearily – but happily – smiling to my self in the mirror.
I have not enjoyed these injuries stopping my abilities to ‘do my thing.’
I don’t know how I’m gonna.
But, I’m gonna!”
Phrase Of The Day: “Fu** It!”
“When you have been injured and thrown down into a hole so deep that all you can try to do is dig your way out sideways with a spoon!”
(See 2002’s movie partial reference, “The Count of Monte Cristo”)
It’s Official
“I am back in business – though at very low hours and little income as I work to fulfill prior prepaid package sessions.
I’m just going to have to strategize around all of these injuries!”
For Love, Itself
Love Language
Caring For Each Other
“Rapture”
(Kiss Me Now – Pierce The Veil)
Like A Boss
“I received a phone call from a new, prospective client today.
I am taking it as a sign to get back into the race despite my injuries.
Yes, I know I might hurt myself – but I can try to not overstrain.
If I don’t at least try, then how can I regain?”
The Pledge
Not only for you can I change,
But for every moment together
(Tuned To You – Cesar Barragan)
(Anywhere With You · Mat Kearney)
(Neon Dusk – Faller Music Remix)
Brief Connection
At The Alter
An older and younger woman
Unpressured, face each other
And I am the middle phase
Walking down this pathway
It’s time I pull myself together
Only so far fragmenting leads
Too many directions pulling at me
Where love unreturned continues
