“A fresh, crispy towel that easily soaks up moisture with a nice bit of subtle, confidence-inducing scritchiness after a long, hot bath in opulent lavendar bubbles.”
Category: Reclamation
Wow – Results!
“I flexed into my ribs for back, front, and sides all around with a softened smaller basket ball like we used to play ‘fodge’ to.
I lay upon it in yoga, stretch, etc., positions, gently rocking into it while attempting to correct the enforced upper stomach bulging still clamped from the accident.
I guess enough time since the accident has brought some settling in my system, allowing my efforts to at last bring results.
Because even though I can feel the torsion spasming trying to come back, I am able to briefly pull those upper ab muscles inward again!”
However,
“The bone broth I made today was a yummy success!”
Big Toe
“It is healing, though still tender and tenuous.”
Healing As Process
(Escape – Two Lanes, Episode 1, A Chillout Mix)
I’m Good Soil
“Received praise from a peer yesterday, meaning that she sees me as a good investment.
Made me laugh – alot – and actually was a key mantra phrase that began connecting my gaps that did not know what concept to latch onto for beginning deeper healing.”
On The Road, Again
Signs that I recognize
Lead to the way out
Paving paths familiar
Reinforcing direction
But because I have known them
I worry that I’m going in circles
Finding myself
Losing myself
Over and over again
But never achieving
What my heart’s
Always desired
Help me break
This re-cycling
Of a faded paradox
Ever encapsulating
Both of us hanging
By thinning threads
Destined for
Reclamation
Dietary Advice
“I will be speaking soon with a specialist to see what I can supplement my diet with, though I do not expect to make major changes at this point of restabilizing.”
Countoured Strength
“It is satisfying to feel my muscle strength and form returning along lines that I’ve been re-conjuring.”
Be The Bad-A*** You’re Meant To Be
Struts
“When I lift anything with noticeable weight, this hyper-compresses hip joints where flex got blown out by the car’s impact.
I’m hoping to regain flex by training with a rebounder.
I anticipate many setbacks, but hopefully will ultimately triumph.”
Empath As Archetype
Love’s Rebirth
Funeral pyre to a winged catalyst
Mating’s rebirth by ritual aspects
Eclipse once viewed as an omen
Transforms into balanced union
Sacred flames protecting emergence
Couple’s future in bright adornment
Light In The Dark (Movie Legend Spoiler)
The Sure Win
I’m the type to be all-in
When stakes are high
And they say it
Can’t be done
I just need a
Place to begin
And worthy prize
Worth championing
Two As One
As two become as one
Love’s blessings begin
That’s not to say
Life will be easy
In fact, sometimes
It gets even harder
To the point where the pair
Might doubt bond’s sanctity
I don’t know what to advise
Except stay on the same side
And you will come through any
Challenges with love beside you
(Rain – Wildlight, CloZee Remix)
Like Clockwork
Gears designed
Define purpose
By rewinding
Time ending
Linear effigy
Dismantles
Freeing Man
And Woman
When You Fall…
Give & Take
Cupping can actually
Create abrassions in
The form of temporary
Red rashes like rosacea
Especially on the face that
Can say, “You what mate?”
And in a case with injuries
Muscle release destabilizes
Cupping
Attempting to smooth out
And reconnect micro-fascia
(O [Fly On] – Coldplay, 1 Hour)
My Ankles Have Returned
“I have figured out ways to descrease ankle edema swelling.”
(The Line – Twenty One Pilots, From Arcane Season 2)
Repost from December 14, 2024
To Become Whole (Sleep Token Clip)
Flex
Something’s
Reactivating
Unwrapping
Fascial
Torsion
Hey!
“My toes can grip again!”
“Regeneration”
Innervating
There is this crazy red mottling
Covering my entire quadraceps
I hope this is good news
Meaning next recovering
Facing Angst
“A deep dive into the subject will either enrage or purge me.”
Response
“Although I weigh more now, I think some of the puffyness is subsiding – almost 2 years later.”
(Waiting On The World – Bob Moses)
Whiplash
“My struts are screaming
I don’t know what I did or
If it’s from increased load
But I must say this means
That I am getting better
Otherwise – I’m fu**ed.”
Returned To Me
“The wonderful gym assistant found my black velvet bag with clothes and shoes in it for me!”
Anticipation
When odds are stacked
At last in the right favor
Potential cracks barriers
For intention to proceed
(Freedom – Seb Wery)
Knowledge
“Gives me access to the universe.”
I Don’t Know How
“But my understanding of my healing therapies has evolved to a next level.”
(Take Me Back To Eden – Sleep Token, Live Bei Rock Im Park 6/7/25)
Mirror-Mirror
As his hand emerged
From his into her side
She pulled him through
(All I Need – Forester)
Permutation
Separating truth from lies
That society has skewed
(Castle – Haven Madison)
Balance
“In pushing to make headway, I must ensure there is room for my own expansion.”
(We Are All We Need – Above & Beyond, Continuous Mix)
An Argument For Living: Look To Windward Excerpts By Iain M. Banks
The point is: what happens in heaven?’
‘Unknowable wonderfulness?’
‘Nonsense. The answer is nothing. Nothing can happen because if something happens, in fact if something can happen, then it doesn’t represent eternity. Our lives are about development, mutation and the possibility of change; that is almost a definition of what life is: change.’
‘If you disable change, if you effectively stop time, if you prevent the possibility of the alteration of an individual’s circumstances – and that must include at least the possibility that they alter for the worse – then you don’t have life after death; you just have death.
Iain M. Banks, Look to Windward (Culture, #7)
Getting Back Into Alignment
“Attempting to heal these injuries has been difficult due to loosened, twisted, and adhesed connections.
My best hope for recovery seems to be time, unraveling locked down torque ateas, and remobilizing.”
Guarding Time
“The medical visit must wait if I’m to get to have time today for gardening.”
