Category: Society

I remember testing high in elementary school repeatedly from early to later grades, aching to be transferred to Gate classes in a new school for learning advanced knowledge.

But when students qualified, the teachers at my school were then allowed to pick who could go – and when I asked them hopefully each time, they would frown at me and belittle my intelligence, telling me that I was clearly not as intelligent as my test scores showed because I did not do well at extroverted chalkboard performance.

This was due to shutdown from extreme social shyness in groups/public under pressure settings, which they refused to acknowledge as valid.

Between this and abuses in life at that time, it’s no wonder I have always struggled with not feeling good enough for society.

Therefore, I heartily recommend choosing one’s own life path to measurable success by innovative self employment and paid project involvements.

For me, contracting with one client or small group at a time is still proving to be my best and only reliable fallback for income generation.

When I am able to perform the skills.

“I don’t want to play these games.”

Something only meant for self defense – not as a tool for aggressive manipulation.

It was clear that there were still forces conspiring against happiness, and that they were attempting to provoke kind people into violence.

“Regarding what we allow ourselves to be influenced by…

We must be constantly double-checking to make sure that these influences align with our authenticity in this time of virtual realities – before we buy into what they are selling.”