My Queen Z’s respiratory infection took over again, causing chest rattling and excess mucus clogging of her sinus breathing; our Blue Ranger’s teeth suddenly absessed into amounts of blood and oozing puss as an extreme dental emergency with possible respiratory infection; and I am sick again while managing and trying to regrow past and create a new business
Category: Stream of Thought
“Moon Seed”
An Open Mind
When something immediately felt “off,” her intuition created a mapping of events and responses to shifting behaviors in order to trace causation and evaluate for solutions.
Straight Shooter
“I just want to f**k you, then leave you:”
“Promise”
“Hope”
“Photobombed”
When the boom mic slips into the filming scene (upper center-right). I don’t even know what that was – or how it got there…!
(& Burn – Billie Eilish and Vince Staples)
No More!
For too long, I have put up with and endured other peoples’ injustices placed upon my step with me being held accountable for wrongs that I have not committed.
“Pushing Ahead”
“Shadow Realm”
“Grandeur”
“Mimosa – 2”
The Awful Truth
Two of our cats have not been feeling well, and I had to take them to the emergency vet while hoping that all they would need was some antibiotics and guided TLC.
But one turns out to have congestive heart failure in critical condition, and the other has a fluid-chambered mass on its liver!
“Reaching For The Light”
The Queen’s Gambit
The Eliterish had ridiculed her faith in humanity and disparaged her learned assertions to where the only way that she could prove clemency needed on Man’s behalf was to cast off her powers and become one of his children.
But in becoming human, her Elden memories became suppressed, and what accompanied her in youth’s vulnerability were nightmares of humanity’s attrocious deeds imbedded in the genetic code of her now transformed DNA, whispering and weeping to her subconscious at night when she fitfully tried to sleep.
And Man’s twisted, tormented half-lifers were drawn to her – darkness exposed that attacked her innocence and tried to pass on its infection, so that as she grew, she suffered from confusion’s misdirection while struggling to regain access to Truth’s enduring instinct.
Sage human Ascensionists saw her light and attempted to conscript by pursuasions, but she veered away from their illuminations seeking to harness and repurpose her intentions.
She knew she was not one of them, for though she could speak their language fluently, they could not return in kind.
She was here for a specific mission and could not risk misguided temptations.
(Dirt Cheap – Cody Johnson)
(Broken – LovelyTheBand)
Dear Alex,
By my walking through that door, we both knew that I was looking for you.
(All Time Low – Jon Bellion)
In Shambles
I dislike the chaotic mess in my kitchen, but if I attend to it, I won’t get to my coursework.
Partner Pairing
I see a lot of bonding where relationships are sought as reinforcement for one’s “image” – or as they say “like attracts like.”
But in a way, I do not see the relevancy because this type of pairing can miss an essential truth if we are honest and pay attention to our selves.
We are always changing and growing.
“Et Tu?
Jason’s brand coconut flavored toothpaste was my last holdimg ground of gentle mint hint, sparing my gums from burning infernalism.
I guess they also capitulated to market “demand” of monoculturized mint FRY.
(My gums sobbing in the background)
Word Of The Day: Nehmeh
“Grace” or “Blessing”
“So Bright!”
Converting Energy
When one buys something, the resells it in order to be able to buy something else.
Birthday Spoon
As I dug around in the drawer upon looking at the pile of dirty dishes awaiting my attention, I found one waiting within there clean to send me on my way.
Eye Rinse
Why is it that when something is in the eye, after rinsing it, it feels like now there is more gunk in the eye?
E-Harmony Notification
“Happy Birthday lonely soul! We’ve heard you are doing nothing to change this!”
Birthday Brunch
Crisp-edged apple-cheese pancakes.
So good, you better believe it!
(Contrary to perfect fantasy, the making of which will likely occur in the next two weeks, as my schedule in already too overloaded!)
Dear Alex,
Sometimes when I see you speak, it is as if directly to me – and I am struck through my core and reinforced on my quest to be free.
Perhaps indeed we mirror, after all.
“Splendor”
Evening Tea Leaf
My Hound
Instead of a cock-a-too, she’s a whack-a-tail.
Expressing with tails is a hound’s pack greeting!
Love Grows
Money comes then goes.
“Plumage”
Counseling Gaps
How do we process to completion the charge of unresolved feelings and emotions without imposing them upon one another?
Good Service
Some things are more important than the cheapest deals.
Neutral Territory
I do not want to date in my town.
Mutuality
I would much rather societal funds assist me, for I continue to invest in society.
Give And Take
I was offered a loan to finish my Bachelor’s degree. But then, it was rescinded because I refused to let the lenders conscript me.
Old And Crickety
It makes me mad that the accident has pushed me back into feeling like I belong in this category.
Aversion Therapy
Being shown time and again the type of man who is not good for me.
End Of The Road
It took a lot to drive her to this point
So she got out of the car.
Changes
What I want and
What I’m willing to do for it
Are no longer the same.
My Own Rabbit Hole
“Escape is not [her] plan…” – Darth Vader.
Love’s Work
The men I have met are to some extent more hedonist than earnest, and lax in their efforts.
Going To Extremes
Being down in the ditch and kicking at cans of lost dreams and once-felt healthy vitality strips away ability to maintain refinery, leaving one embittered and cussing.
Complications
What was supposed to be a simple procedure brought to awareness that her system had been fighting something for as long as she could remember.
It had tapped into and combined with her matrix of desires, exacerbating the longterm torment of what she could never seem to find – yet had lost.
Relationship Necessities
I do not mind being there for a partner when they are going through hard times.
But they have got to fight to be there for their own self.
And they have got to fight for me.
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