We need to be brave
Not underestimate
Give us a chance
To figure it out
We need to be brave
Not underestimate
Give us a chance
To figure it out
“You can’t see what you are, and I see everything. You’re a wolf.”
Let me know.
Is it you?
By Athena Stairs, January 20, 2026
(Intro guitar)
I can’t stand the distance
Been too far away from you
There’s lot’s that we are missin’
I know you know it’s true
And every day I’m wishin’
We could start over again
But the world just keeps on spinnin’
And I’m here without my friend
(Guitar with beat, light banjo, and open folk violin)
And every day’s a highway
Where I long to see your face
I’m hopin’ you’ll come my way
And the world will fill with grace
Weather rain or sunshine
All I need is your embrace
The mountains high to valleys low
You’re the memory I trace
(Big bass and open folk violin carry with guitar and occasional deep blow jar)
So if your happy or your sad
Hon I’ll be the one for you
You know that together
Well there’s nothin’ we can’t do
The sun will rise the stars will fall
And the heavens shine brand new
Our lovin’ is the gold mine
So I sing this song for you
(Outro all instruments filling to the end’s fade)
—
I caught a passing snippet of a dream interaction as I was waking this morning, where a young folk singin’ man like John Denver played on a big wooden guitar and was slow-roll pick-strummin’ his strings smoothly. I added in an open tic-a-tac beat sometimes joining at transitional points and other instruments. He started the song for me to carry on through to here and add my own lyrics, as well as gentle shifts and the above. Thanks friendly folk singer for giving me a start to another sweet song for the man I love.
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Listen to I Wanna Be With You – Folk Song 1.20.26.m4a by Candid Corvid Productions on #SoundCloud
https://on.soundcloud.com/nrSELeAbdiD55cBvCU
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I keep having this fantasy about us caring for each other in real life as a couple…
My Love.
“Just come up to me slowly and gently, and introduce yourself to me, my love – so that I do not startle and automatically run.”
She was cautious to not place any judgements on possible prior ‘inexperience’ for either of them when sensing what she knew of him seemed to indicate the likelihood of his having so much respect for her that this possibly caused uncertainty about how he could best proceed.
“I’ve sent you love songs and explained in great detail, despite my pain’s aggravation.
But neither will I deny you.”
(Flicking her tail in his direction as she saunters smoothly away into the forest)
She had not realized until now that her prior freeze shut down had been her primal instinct’s self defensive checking to make sure that he was serious.
Of course, he had thought (possibly quite rightly from his point of view) that his mere sudden presence should have been enough evidence.
But he had not calculated into his equation the true depths that ran between them.
I don’t know who came up with the idea that an incubus and succubus were not made for each other.
But that person was either very stupid, or destructively conniving.
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(Title of multiple meanings)
Do you not understand?
Your emotions feed me
That is why silence harms me
I need your love’s wild energy
Your range of passion
From calming to loud
Where once shamed
Let’s welcome proud
I search for signs of you, but not the way others do.
Spritz!
Spritz!
Spritz!
“These are also supposed to be a bane for demons, so once again, combining sulfer and salts increases demonic immunity?!”
“The mixture also has sulfer in it.
So when we open our system up in a hot bath intending to draw out impurities and cleanse, are we also absorbing sulfer – which makes a nice home for demonic influences?”
“And why can I taste it after putting it on my hand – and why is this increasing facial-into-neck-into-chest ache-numbing?!”
“If we are mixing silver with sulfer and applying it to our skin, aren’t we increasing demonic immunity to warding off talismans?!”
By Athena Stairs, January 16, 2026
Why are you always hidin’ and runnin’
Can’t you see you’re the one I need
Baby you’ve been cryin’ confidin’
Come to me so we both can feed
Oh Baby I’m dyin’
You’re leavin’ me cryin’
And I don’t understand
But you won’t believe
Oh
Hey
Won’t you believe in me
I tried to make you see
That we were born to be
Why don’t you come and share your frustration?
Nothing’s perfect we’ve always seen
Pulling hair as we scream in vexation
God this world’s just filled with greed
Won’t you have faith in me?
Oh Baby can’t you see?
That you were made for me
No
Won’t you have faith in me?
Won’t you have faith in me?
Our love was meant to be
Have faith in me
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Later to add: expansive timing.
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Listen to Reach For Me – Song 1st Run, Expand Timing 1.16.26.m4a by Candid Corvid Productions on #SoundCloud
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Can we heal, together?
I love you so darn much.
Is the pursuit better
Than experiencing?
She had been searching…
Gods, for too many centuries long – how she’d been searching!
But she had only caught brief glimpses of him while Milenia called her home ever since the eruption between their worlds had cast them far apart from each other.
They had made a promise that binds before time’s dilation had shifted as it often does to new delineations.
Yet, they had encountered barriers causing such anguished despair as they fought their way to rediscover and at last keep it.
And then, she had found a method – a prospective way to bring him forward into their sharing a new reality.
First, she synced with a host body – though she had had to struggle along its growing years to remember why she had chosen to be born into its reality after conjoining.
She did recall that the eyes are windows to the soul, and so she would search for him in other men’s eyes – though she could not remember why or what she was looking for.
She just remembered a feeling…
And she kept trying – but with no success.
But then, one day, she heard a voice that infiltrated her illusions and reawoke her essence.
And her core felt a recognition that she remembered that she had fought so hard to believe in.
Could it be that her most beloved had found his own way back to her?
And was there still time for their reunion and co-reawakening?
“You’re the only game I don’t like to lose.”
-‐-
(Reference to Sleep Token’s “Provider”)
There are some things that make me feel strong reactions, but I don’t want the reactions’ influences.
I want to know and understand you better.
I want you to know and understand me better.
But if we speak about important things to both of us here, misunderstandings can too easily happen.
And, we don’t have privacy.
Therefore, this forum limits our communication.
I would like us to have another room with a clear view of each other – and nothing filtering or causing distortion between us.
Can you bridge for me?
Can we go some place together where we can have and take time without interruption to get to know each other better?
Please tell me what you want and need so that I may try my best to support your goals and dreams.
I am so impressed by how you have grown.
Are you free?
Perhaps you worry a little too much and could obtain better clarity by asking me about my prorities -?
My Darling,
I needed standin substitutes for awhile, and became dependent upon them to help me find ways to bridge my way back to you.
I needed premise while in absence of knowing, and while I miss their assurances, I would rather get to have the truth of you.
Come home. Let me catch you when you fall. We can figure out what it all means along the way.
“Tell me that you need me, want me, love me…”
“It’s important for you to know that I am not just innocence, sweet as pie…I’m also a street-weathered Hellion.”
Along the river where willows part
Lying on a blanket blessed by stars
He wrapped his body around hers
Sinking to depths embracing love
Her eyes spilling over tears of relief
Mirrored his request to never leave
A promise both gave in bonding
Their souls through mortal coils
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(You & Me, My Love, as I passed from dreams into today’s reality)
“I don’t want you to ever leave me, again.”
I am so proud of your efforts.
By Athena Stairs, January 7, 2026
How do we reconnect-nect-nect -?
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By Athena Stairs, January 7, 2025
My Love
Come as you are
We don’t need perfection
Baby
Come as you are
Cut through distraction
I need you to see
Everything you already
Mean to me
My biggest regret
Is time wasted
Between us
When we could have been
Together building trust
And honestly
I need you closer
Than ever
I’m glad we’ve had time
To figure out where we stand
But I missed you in the holidays
Not holding my hand
Its a New Year now
Let’s ride this horse
To town
We can share the reins
From slow walk to
Gallops insane
Come on Baby
No need to impress
You’re already the best
Anything you wanna give to me
Help me ease into it and
I’ll welcome it gladly
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“Once we get to know each other better in person, our interactions will be smoother.
Because we are both sensitive and caring accommodators, we will be figuring out how to get along well together more rapidly than is usual in others’ beginning relationships.
I look forward to getting to know you more face to face – sharing our ‘perfectionisms’ to ‘spicey flaws’ – and hope you’ll hurry up and get yourself home to me tout sweet so that we can get our life together started.”
“Whatever excuse fear gives us, we can work it out.”