“It’s a consistency now after mopping floors that the next day or so my muscle attachments spasm and twist, attempting to dislodge shoulder and hip joints from their hitches.”
“Making Due”
Confusion
“Those were my words/my life…”
So Many Tasks
“To get out the door – OMGawd!”
But,
“I can’t afford Kleenex.”
(I Love – Chris Brown)
Puffy Eyes
“It’s better to cry over love, than over injuries.”
Past Loves
Though they’d deeply hurt her, she couldn’t really hate them – for ultimately, they just did what men often do.
Oh,
How she wished it were real
And that he’d come to her
Morning Flight
Unable to bear the grief of his leaving, she fled to get engrossed into her studies.
(Now We Are Free / Honor Him – Hans Zimmer Synthesia Piano Tutorial by Jason Fervento)
There Go I
Of all triumphs
In all of the lands
A man’s soul reclaimed
When he took his stand
Such wonder, such beauty the
Mundane cannot comprehend
But I who have lived lifetimes
Live for this name’s command
Trying To Slow Down
Insecurity
Gold & Crimson (Like My Veil)
Sun Candle
Flamingos In Flight
Self Control
Sobbing insecurity
Had been wrecking
Sometimes a person
Wants another person
So much that muscles
Clench coiled up tightly
And survival’s recovery
Requires disconnecting
Otherwise madness grips
From intensity of desiring
Prismatic Sunrays
Love Letters
It’s complicated
When unknown
She preferred to
Retreat to safety
When unsure if
She was desired
Autumn Leaves
“The Scholar”
“SomeThing Within”
“There He Goes Again:
“Good Impressions”
There, There
“No more tears tonight, my sweet.
Tomorrow, it’s back to survivalism.”
You Know, It’s Funny
“An ex used to think that my philosophies had no bearings in logic because they were rooted in love.
But I logiced that equation from every angle – and even invented more – all of those years to stay true to and wait for him.”
If We Committed
“There often seem to be forces conspiring against love.
Maybe if we kept trying equally, if not more so, love would overcome, afterall.”
Tropical Storm Jerry
The New King
Crowned and Christened
Triumphant legions cheer
But this is not what he’s sought
And she waits for him to appear
I Don’t Enter Contests
“One of the requirements has often been that an entry cannot have been published before in any way.
I understand that this is so that they could hope to gain some proprietary advantage over it if they selected it as a winner, but what I do is mine for me.
So if I feel that I need to let something “fly,” I’m sure as heck not going to keep it stagnant!”
“And Then There Were Two” – Owls
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And Then,
Sobbing hard but quiet with the interior doors closed so that they would not hear her, her muffled cries seemed to have summomed the owl which now sang outside her window as if to help calm her.
(Choir To The Wild – Solomon Grey)
Afraid Of The Dark
“It’s getting better for others because I hold the walls from closing in for them.
But the walls are pressing on me, and I’m so tired…I’m so tired…”
Alex,
“There are some things happening that might be putting me in an even more difficult position…I can’t explain it here, but it’s ramping up my stress exponentially.”
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