“What is it that you are waiting for?”
(Unintended – Muse)
If They’d Just
“If they could do contrast on my spine, they’d see more extensive damage than I’m given credit for.”
It Turns Out
“Both hips also took damage.”
(If You Want Me – Marketa Irglova)
(Man I Need – Vandelux)
YAAAASSSSSS!!! (Sleep Token “Infinite Baths” Clip, Barclays Center, NY 9/22/25)
I Want This
“I want this…this incredible love that I feel inside to have a place shared with another in his heart, and for him to receive this from me in my heart, as well.”
Sudden Realization
“Watching video clips of strong, mythical women – and then realizing, ‘so am I.'”
(As I Am – Piece Wise)
America’s Freedom
Grim Whatevers
“I don’t have many of the few supports that I used to rely upon – whether caffeine for brain waking and then later calming, or rest in sleep.”
Hard Stop
“But I can’t move in any of these ways, anymore.”
Because She Could
Tbe little girl toddled at speed across the green grass under fluffy-leaved trees, arms high foward waving for balance in the air as she swayed too and fro and her mother guided and worried in tender flutterings.
Waters Of Life
Come now
Saturate
Let us
Both
Revel in
Glory
Captain’s Wary
More used to the high seas’ variances’ larger continuums, she felt mistrustful letting river rapids and currents just carry her forward.
Reluctance
“This could be good?” her pragmatism queried.
Overstim
“The house begins clattering with footsteps, voices, banging diors, food smells, and soon to be sequences of barking dogs which must be quieted as the tractors gear up at 7:30am and rumblings penetrate through body and housing – thinking they’ve a right to transgress early.”
No Way Around It
She was affected by other beings’ rhythms.
Crisped Cinder
“My love, would you forgive me just not wanting to do any of this, again?
I still want to know your desires, dreams, and aspirations – I just need rest and to no longer be so heavily worry-burdened.”
Sleep Deprivation
“I am now entering into this cycle again, feeling the adrenals cycle up for the next go around of too much, too fast, all of the time as the dogs won’t let me sleep, and everyone else’s day is about to begin.
Too many dogs peeing and pooping and barking and jostling.
Too many cats needin meowing and messing, needing tending and rehoming.
Too many dead-end conclusions rattling, and deadlines resisting their amend.”
Lament
Oh that we could have met
When I had more to offer…
Questions In The Dark
How could she let him help her
Why would he even want to?
Her heart had been betrayed
And her body was fractured
Time Of Need
“This is mine…
But my spirit rocks unconsoled, knowing tbat even still, things could get worse.
Traction seems a thing of fantasy now, and daydreams.”
Cracks In The Shell
“Lovely forms are reclaimed of broken pottery, made whole again by golden filagree.
Heal me with your love, so that I may be reborn.”
In-Ferno
“Where am I?”she screamed while he tried to grab onto and hold her as she fought him off in desperation to reclaim herself, not knowing what was needed.
“Can you see me through all of this rage and pain? Would you love me still if I can never be myself, again?”
Snail & Mr. Jingles
Rejuvenation
Dear Alex,
“I feel so tired…so f-ing, f-ing tired.
I want to reach for life, but feel empty.
The same cycles of patterns happening, without reboot to my engines.”
Temptation
There was something about him that lured her feminine fire out from hiding – and in return, caused her to provoke his hunger.
Rolly- Poley Kittie Cat
Ah, At Last
“Some tears…I’ve been too tightly wound, lately.”
(Lost Without You – Freya Ridings)
Denial
Her body snapped internally in fits and swinging emotions, denied the addictive pain relief and starving for something nourishing.
(Falling Slowly – Glen Hansard & Marketa Irglova)
“Fall-ing Slowly”
“Firelight”
“Frenzy”
Spirit Guides Vs. The Ride
Dear Alex,
Please, love…let us have this.
(Beggin’ – Chris Lake & Aluna)
(Hanging On – Bob Moses, CRi Remix)
Throes Of Poverty
“Stumbling over bills’ downhill slides while attempting to innovate.”
Oh Boy!
“I get to use my ‘placard of priviledge.'”
The Wolf You Feed
“The Owl”
The New Age
For ever is knowledge evolving, and ever does it need to evolve.
Britannia!!!
Fists raised in the air with renewed anger and conviction, her tribes allied with the invaders to redeem their queen’s shattered honor.
The Scottish King
Lifetimes ago, he married a Pictish princess – and then cast her off when her faith met his disbelief.
Centuries later, they met again, this time with Love’s begging the question.
Yet again, his need for his own certainty cast her fortune to the fate of the winds.
Risking To Fly
Insecurities trembling, she warbled an answering cry.
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