“Did ya miss me?” the ache throbs in warning.
Pfft.
“Did ya miss me?” the ache throbs in warning.
Pfft.
“The migraine finally let go of me – if only ‘momentarily.’
Thank bleep-n bleep bleep!”
“The bone broth I made today was a yummy success!”
“I’m hoping that the solution ate the smell/oil, since it seemed to eat my skin.”
“As I exited the driveway, a loose, young Aussie mix came zooming up on my front left nosing a young skunk in its rear.
Braking to ensure that I did not hit them, I got out of the car to try to catch the dog after it broke off – not wanting it to get hit by a passing car.
Um.
Yeah…
Stepped right into the zone of skunk spray.”
“I hate what pain does to me.”
“As you rocket far beyond the surface, I plummet as descend.
Oh, to be able to clasp hands to catch, stabilize, and help rebalance each other!”
Oh the carnage she could cleave if she allowed the need to overpower…
“Of course when the vise is twisting, I want to go after who did this to me.”
Nerve-compression migraine
“My heart would burst for want of seeing your face…”
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(A&E movie Jane Eyre reference)
The Maw had sucked her up and spat her out to the otherside, beaten up bruised and mangled as she fell in some sort of chaotic cosmic intervention attempting to bridge across space and time to bring two lovers together…the question now being, would he catch her?
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(Title Sleep Token reference)
Q-tips & witch hazel
Something that lurks
Waiting to take hold
Working advantage
That which is
Beyond control
“I’m so tired.
I’m just…so tired.”
“I don’t need just nice, I need functional contributive.”
“Once you have gained what you desire, do you know how to cherish and keep nurturing it?
These things are often not straightforward and require intuition, reassessments, and recallibrations to mutual benefit.
Evolution.”
“Go get ’em, Tiger!
Make it rain.”
“I value autonomy in that it keeps people out of my business and retains dignity.
Having to explain and prove my circumstances to qualify for assistance increases the feeling of vulnerability.
I know that connection could expand feeling part of community.
I just prefer participating on more equal terms.”
Switching modalities and focus
What triumph can I pull together?
“Men throughout my life briefly encouraged – then blocked, disrupted, corrupted, and/or cut my lines to my ‘magic.’
Do I have to choose one over the other?
I want Love with you AND Music.”