Sometimes I feel
That I must be one
Digging down to
Hold against flood
Dear Friend,
The danger for me is that
I might love you too much
I stayed distant to keep perspective
I couldn’t handle it if you didn’t care
What you live and give from your heart
Such emotional inteligence off charts!
My energy surges to be with you
Self regulation alone is no option
So I keep closing the door firmly again
Praying for the day you’ll come calling
“Wood Land Creature”
“Amber Waves”
“Another Phase”
“Star Light”
Medieval Ways To Say “I’m Not Coming”
Lightning Could Strike – Movie Meet Joe Black
Jyuce
Mispelled, but maybe better!
Petunias And Squash
“Heavenly perfume fills the car from new procurements.”
(Castle – Haven Madison)
Balance
“In pushing to make headway, I must ensure there is room for my own expansion.”
Oh, Yeah
“And reassurances.”
Clarification
“I need clear confirmation.”
Tripping
I reach but then fall
Run away from it all
My history of loving has been
Deemed a mockery for trying
I am tired of feeling like
I am a fool for believing
Permission
To have
To hold
To love
To own
The right
To keep
Comfort
We seek
From ash
Into gold
Our souls
Restored
Despite fears
Beyond years
Two as one
Made whole
“Holding Hands”
“Sweet Singer”
“Golden Orbs”
“More Magic Flowers!”
(Just The Way You Are – Billy Joel)
Cortisol
“Thickens you up so you can hit back as hard as you take.”
The Rat Wheel
“I mean, seriously – I’ve already gone through these cycles multiple times!
Yet, now I have to fight against injuries.
W.T.F.”
(That’s The Way Of The World – Earth, Wind, And Fire)
Poverty
“I think the struggles are wearing on me.”
Persian Proverbialisms
“He who wants the rose must respect the thorn.”
But what if the rose is embarassed by its thorns?
What if it doesn’t want to have thorns?
And what if this makes the rose even more bristly in its own srlf defense so that its thorns just keep growing thicker and thicker around it so that it can hide itself from any potential external judgements?
I mean, really…Who’s gonna love a rose for its thorns?”
Caring
“I wonder if worry will ever leave from around my eyes…but maybe this is what life is all about.”
(Heaven Knows – Kaskade, DNMO Remix)
Sacrifice
She wasn’t sure if he was to be her mate, but she would lead the hunters away from him.
Heat
“I think I may be mad at myself.
But then again, there’s smoke in the air.”
(What I Like About You – The Romantics)
Why Would He?
“Daily life is a fecking struggle – and I can get growly-spitty because of the efforts needed to push all of this crap off of me!”
What’s The Problem?
“Why am I so bitey, today?”
Time To Go
“Pretend I’m not in torment.”
(Fecking eyes on fire)
“Artist Development Night Is Happening…”
Black mirth.
Vex
She threw up a psychic wall around her mind so that she could internally scream and throw her energies of extreme vexation at it without harming her beloved.
(Over The Hills And Far Away – Led Zeppelin)
3 Weeks
“I had gone to the open market, hoping that I might see him.
But I didn’t – and now introversion again closes the door to exposure.”
(Angel On My Shoulder – Kaskade)
Outer Limits
I offer depth in superficial connections
Therefore, they are quality interactions
But there are boundaries I live by
To ensure appropriate guidelines.
Insecurity
“I like myself and feel attractive, but don’t have confidence about others’ opinions regarding.”
(Beginnings – Chicago Band)
Feminine
When she could feel his ache, she needed to ease it – but he was still too far away for her to reach out and hold him.
“Cosmic Eye”
“Reaching Winged Wraith”
“Looking Into / Blue Eye In The Dark”
If It’s Not One Thing
“It’s another! Criminy!”
(Another support got interfered with)
The Raptor And The Gargoyle: Underground
He left her in the caverns, determined his fate was sealed.
But another then caught scent of her – and the hunger to him appealed.
He was a Prince of Darkness, but she had never been afraid of boogeymen or shadows – just by words and deeds betrayed.
(Blue Sky Action – Above & Beyond ft.Alex Vargas)
Dear Alex,
Ever as I’ve sought to find you
Ever shall I support and protect
As my love knows no boundaries
Expanding to embrace our validity
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